Chapter 4

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        I had been listening to Zendaya and it was like a slow club song, "Replay." So I had been dancing like I thought no one was watching but lucky me Lucas had snuck in and I finally caught him when he stifled a laugh. To make it even worse I was so sore, I looked like a dancing penguin.

        "Great m-moves." He said between laughs.

        I turned my iPod off and playfully punched his arm. "Oh, shut up doofus."

        "Meanie!" He pouted but then smiled. He hugged me. He was warm and comfy, I liked that.

        "Hey Lucas." I blushed. I sat on my bed and started playing with my fingers.

        He just smiled back and sat down next to me.

        "How was school?" I asked and layed my head on his shoulder.

        "It sucked without you. You're my only friend." He smiled and put one arm around my shoulder. "Ya know?"

        Yeah, friends. "Yeah. I just ate Cheetos and watched YouTube." I laughed.

        It was awkward, we stared at eachother for a while. It was passionate and deep but the only thing I wondered was, what is this? Is he playing with my emotions. No he wasn't because he placed his lips on mine. I was really surprised to be honest. But I couldn't complain! This is what I had wanted all along, right?

        After a while, the kiss ended and we just sat staring at each other. "Lucas..?" I said quietly.

        He nodded. "I'm sorry. I'll leave." He sad sadly and sat off my bed.

        "No." I pulled his arm and made him sit back down again. "Please don't."

        "I don't know what to say." He looked down at his feet.

        "Then don't." I smiled and gave him a peck on the lips. The little peck I had given him turned into a hug, so I wrappped my arms around his neck and a tear rolled down my cheek, I didn't know why and I couldn't tell if I was sad or happy. Stupid emotions.

        "Are you okay?" He whispered softly I could barely hear it.

        "Yeah. Haha. Stupid emotions right?" I wiped my tears with my sleeve. "Sorry....I don't know why I'm crying."

        "It'll be alright." I saw him check his watch and he groaned. "I have to go, my dad will get nervous."

        I nodded. "Okay, bye Lucas."

        He sat up and walked away. He closed my door gently and I felt silence. Sitting there, all alone.

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