I'm sorry - don't be ( kiribaku )

Hospital trip ch 4

—at school—
It was a pretty uneventful day besides the fact that a couple people teased kiri and me about being gay It was very obvious that it was affecting kiri
—back at the dorms—
Kirishimas POV
At school me and bakugo were teased by some people about being gay mostly monama but no matter what, it didn't help my mental state. when we got to the dorms bakugo went to his dorm and I went to mine and I felt like I was losing control of my life again. I know I shouldn't have but a grabbing my knife and slid it across my wrist I know it was bad but it felt like the only thing I had control over and that's when things went blurry I guess I started to bleed out and I lost consciousness
Bakugos POV
After we got back to our dorms I took a quick shower and I texted
Kiri he didn't answer but then I Hueard a huge thump on my wall ( their dorm rooms are going to be right next to each other for convenience)
I ran over to kiris room and in the hall I saw deku I wish it was any one else but I told him to come with me while I got really to blast open kiris door
" kachan!?! What are you doing"
" just shut up"
I blasted open the door and lucky it didn't hit kiri
We saw him with a knife in one had a cut across his wrist a pool of blood around him and he was unconscious I guess the explosion was loud enough for mr Aizawa to come by
By that time I was holding him in my arms just hoping he was going to be ok
" what did I tell you Bakugo no using  you quir- oh my god"
By this time I was full out sobbing I couldn't lose him
Mr Aizoawa called an ambulance and they took him away and everyone saw him completely unconscious in my arms while I was sobbing
" bakugo can I speak with you for a minute"
" yes sir"
" did you know he was hurting himself"
" no I knew he was in a bad place so I just tried to be their for him"
" why didn't you tell a teacher?"
" I felt like that was his decision to make"
" he could have died bakugo"
I just started crying and I ran to my dorm room I couldn't care less who saw I just didn't want to be in the place where the only person so show me kindness and still make shure we were equals  died then I hear a knock on my door it was the rest of the class I opened the door
"What!"
[deku] " do you want to come to the hospital with us to see kirishima?"
" ok"
I didn't want to yell, curse, or scream I didn't know what to feel but sad
—at the hospital—