Senior year seemed to be a year you knew you wouldn't forget. You had entered and won 5 contests, meaning that you had over $100,000 in grants. You didn't have a single worry when it came to university, because you were accepted into CalArts. Chanyeol would be close by at UCLA on a football scholarship, even though he wanted to secretly study music. Even though you two weren't on the best terms, he was still a great friend to you when you needed to vent. You two had made up over the summer once he realized that you and JD weren't going to break up.
"I guess I can be happy for you. I just don't want to lose all these years we've had together."
"I don't either Chan. I love you so much."
"I love you too."
Once autumn hit, you were ready to help Chanyeol celebrate his adulthood. As you were helping him put up the streamers and balloons for his 18th birthday party, you noticed him staring at you on the stool. You looked back into his eyes and started to wonder what it would have been like if you had never dated JD and stayed Chanyeol's secret.
"So, do you have a date for your party?" You wiggled your eyebrows at him and he smirked back at you, "why you care? Hmm?"
"I just want to know if you had someone special in your life."
"I did."
You swallowed back and started to climb down to grab more decorations, "Well I know so many girls that would want to go with you."
"Ha...I know but I rather not. And you missed a spot." His hand smacked your butt as he walked past, making you blush. Why did he still have an effect on you when you had a great boyfriend?
That night, JD came over to escort you to the party, meeting you in your room first. After you finished putting on your party dress, he couldn't help but smile, "you get more beautiful everyday. I can't believe I'm this lucky." You smile behind your hand and look at yourself in the mirror. The black dress hugged your curves and your curls waterfalled down your shoulder in a cute side ponytail. He came behind you and took a cute selfie with you before heading over to the party.
The basement was filled with your senior class and the drinks had all been spiked. Chanyeol was having an amazing time and you couldn't help but to feel a slight bit of jealousy that you weren't his date. You were on your second drink, while JD was on his 5th. He started roaming his hands all over you as you danced and it wasn't like him at all.
"Babe you wanna slow down a bit?"
"I just love how you look..." his hands started to grope your ass and you stepped away, "relax babe please." It was funny how Chanyeol could touch you but JD being this way turned you off. You grabbed his hand and led him to a guest room to just get him to calm down. You laid him on the bed and grabbed a water bottle to put on the nightstand. As you rubbed his back, he kept muttering how much he wanted to be with you for life. You went to kiss his lips and tucked him in, "get some rest babe."
As the party died down, you started to help clean up his basement with a few of his friends. Once you were done, you noticed Chanyeol on the couch, eating his 3rd piece of birthday cake. You went to sit next to him, letting your finger go through the icing before speaking to him, "did you have a good time?"
His arms wrapped around you and he brought you in closer, "Yes. Being 18 feels good."
"Are you drunk?"
"Are you?"
"Nope. I have to get JD home."
He started to lean into you and whispers on your lips, "do you??" You shutter at him being that close to you again. His hand ran up your exposed thigh to your hips until you were laying under him. His kisses were aggressive, making you moan as he touched you. You couldn't help but to think about JD in the other room, passed out, while you were making out with another guy. You broke the kiss and pushed him off of you so you could get up, "why did you do that."
"Tell me you don't want me."
"I-i can't..."
"I know you can't. Stop trying to fool yourself to thinking you don't belong to me."
"Stop it."
"No you stop it. I want you back. That's all I've ever wanted."
You back away from him and head to the guest room to wake up JD. As you walk him up the stairs, you stare back at Chanyeol and he lets go of a single tear.
It was weird for the next couple of days with JD. It just seemed like everything he said or did annoyed you and you couldn't figure out why you were being this way. Every time he kissed you, it felt wrong. Every time he touched you, you flinched. You didn't want to break up with him but you just knew your heart wasn't in it anymore.
