Just Friends

Chapter 15 The talk (from Yue Yue's POV)

This was all so new to me, lying down in one bed with a guy, who didn't push me to have sex with him. Even though I felt his arousal, he was able to stop and refrain from persuading me.

Ironically, it made me want to tease him, to push him so I could prove myself, I still got it, to prove he wanted me. I really didn't know why I liked to torture him this way. I needed to feel desired by someone again. And he was just perfect for that. Obviously he found me at least a little attractive and was interested in getting to know me. Which was flattering already, but I was looking for more. I wished for him not to be able to resist me.

Besides I enjoyed his company a lot. He was freakin' hot, tall, sexy, handsome, with the most beautiful smile. Maybe he could work a little on his abs and muscles, but overall yummy. And most of all he was so kind, moral and honorable. He was unlike any other guy.

I tried not to analyze it too much, just went with the flow. But it was kind of the same story all over again. Gorgeous actor guy, already with extreme female fan-base, before the drama had even been aired, was interested in normal looking girl. Yeah, been there, done that. As it hadn't before, it would never end up well for the girl.

'You don't have to pull away, I know you cannot control it.' I assured him, having some plans to mess with him a little.

'If I don't pull away, it can easily be the death of me, here, right now.' He said seriously concerned, but I only laughed at that.

'Don't or I will do this.' I moved closer to him and started to move my butt up and down his shaft.

'Shen Yue...' He already drifted away and it was so sexy, how my small movement made him completely loose control and his brain addled.

'You have to stop, this way I'm gonna cum.' His hoarse voice and panting filled the bedroom, but I didn't stop. I was enjoying it too much.

'Do you really want me to stop?' I asked, trying to sound seductive.

'No...' He groaned and put his forehead on the nape of my neck, as he caught my waist into tight embrace. 'Shen Yue please...'

I was so into it now I couldn't stop. Addicted to his arousal. He suddenly pushed his length between my thighs. He groaned loudly as it touched my bud. I wondered if he felt how wet I was. Now it wasn't only me who managed the rubbing, he was also moving his pevic up and down. Faster and faster. The pressure and friction from the change of positioning of our sexes were getting me high and wild. I moaned frantically and he followed with another exclamation of my name. I felt kisses and bites on my shoulders, back and neck. His hands began creeping up from my waist to my boobs. This movement got me back to reality. I instinctively caught his hands and interrupted the process, what made his kisses ceased.

'This is messing with my head right now.' He unexpectedly sounded firm, not dazed anymore. He pulled away from me. 'One way or another Shen Yue, friends or lovers. Pick!' He was angry. I turned around to face him.

'Do I have only two options? What about friends with benefits? Or a real relationship?' I wanted to keep conversation light-hearted and show him that his anger wouldn't intimidate me. We could still talk normally, despite his irritation.

'I don't do benefits. And when I said lovers I meant relationship.' He said reluctantly, not looking at me.

'You want to be in relationship with me now, all of a sudden?' I was surprised. I thought this guy needed exactly a friend with benefits, to get him some experience, not a girlfriend and commitment.

'It's not all of a sudden. I'm still deciding if I want a girlfriend like you, but no way I'm interested in having sex with you without strings attached.' He spoke so agitated and determined, I was impressed with his resolution.