Changes

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As I slammed the door shut, I let my body drop to the floor, blocking anyone from entering. Did I say that?! My face started to heat up, this emotion that I had started to feel was still unknown to me and I was determined to find out what it meant.

"Ah, uhm.. can I come in?" I heard Nagito's muffled voice from the other side of the door as he lightly knocked his fist against the wooden door.

"Sorry about that." I stood up from my original position and opened the door for Nagito to come inside as he let himself lay against the bed. "Oh, I can sleep on the couch." I offered.

"No, the bed is more comfortable and I would feel bad if I were a burden to your sleeping schedule." Nagito started to self-loath himself with his own nasty thoughts.

"Let's just do the same thing we've done before, just sleep together." I shrugged, nothing thinking much of my choice of words.

"I mean.. sure, okay." Nagito accepted my invitation, pulled on an oversized sweatshirt and crawled under the covers.

"Now where could he be?.." I slyly questioned as the obvious lump in the sheets stood out while I could also hear him quietly laughing. I then slowly approached the lump and tackled it.

"Ah!" He screamed as the blankets revealed himself while I got on top of him, my hands grabbing his wrists to not allow him to struggle.

"Got you!" I exclaimed.

"U-uh.. Too close." He mumbled with a red face. I backed off and then got comfy in one spot of the bed, still letting Nagito have room.

"Goodnight." I finally smiled before shutting my eyes, but before I completely fell asleep, I could've sworn I heard him say it back.

"Now class, before you are dismissed, remember that your project is due tomorrow!" Ms. Yukizome reminded the class. I swallowed in fear as I realized we weren't very close to being done yet.

"Hey Hajime, can we go to the video game store after school?" Chiaki asked. As much as I didn't want to decline, I had no choice.

"Sorry, I have to finish my project." I sadly looked down at my feet.

"It's okay, I'll get someone else to come." Chiaki sweetly smiled in understanding. It always broke my heart to have to say no to someone so kind.

"Hey, let's stay in here and work on our project." Nagito walked up to my desk with a packet about Russia and handed it to me.

"Okay, sit in this desk." I tapped the desk beside me with the empty hand that didn't have the newly given Russia packet.

After school completely ended and we couldn't stay any longer, me and Nagito walked home together, gaining some odd glances once in a while.

"Yo Hajime, don't you two live way farther than Mars?" Fuyuhiko asked from behind us.

"Oh, uh.. It's for the project." I made an excuse, knowing well that we finished the project already.

"Huh? Aren't we-" I put my hand over Nagito's mouth.

"Hah! You're so funny, let's go!" I pulled Nagito to my house before any questions were asked.

"U-uh.." Nagito finally caught my attention that we were still holding hands so I pulled away.

"Hey Nagito, don't you think it's a little troublesome that you kinda stay here?" I turned to him with my hand on the doorknob.

"Oh, it would be better if I leave? That's fine.." Nagito smiled and turned to walk away. I felt the hint of regret in my heart so I did what I could think of and turned him around to plant a kiss on his lips.

"No, stay." My body faced him, but my eyes didn't dare to look at Nagito as I bit the bottom half of my lip.

"But trash like me would be too much of a bother.." Nagito hesitantly took a step backwards but I dragged him inside and pushed him on the couch after shutting the door. "W-what are you..?"

"Shut up for once, can ya?" I annoyingly said before trapping Nagito into my kiss while sliding my leg upwards. I then let my mouth find its place on Nagito's neck, then biting.

"Ngh.." I heard a small groan come from Nagito's mouth as I continued to bite. I liked this, I was glad to know he was also enjoying my actions.

As I lifted my head, I realized what I had done. "A-ah, I'm sorry!" I covered my face.

"No, it's fine... I kinda liked it." He revealed a small, but adorable smile.

"I just can't help it, my feelings for you are way to strong." I confessed, covering my mouth with my hand as I finished speaking in fear of Nagito's response.

"Y-you have feelings for me..?" Nagito's eyes lit up.

"My mouth slipped!" I lied, coming up with the best explanation.

"Knowing you, that's probably your tsundere side showing." Nagito's eyes slimmed with a smirk.

"I do not have such thing!" I scoffed, objecting to his statement like a class trial.

"It's okay Hinata-kun, I don't mind! Infact, I feel the same.." he lightened up, his grayish green eyes darted to mine.

"Well then.." I cleared my throat, "Are we.. a thing?" My cheeks heated up as I said those words.

"I guess so.." Nagito smiled and kissed my forehead.

The next day we presented our project and told Kazuichi about me and Nagito.

"Woah, I never knew you were gay!" Kazuichi shouted. I covered his mouth, trying to avoid getting attention from passing students.

"Shush, keep it a secret, okay? People would make fun of me if they learned about this." I let go of Kazuichi's mouth to let him breathe while I shyly explained to him my reasoning.

"It makes sense to me. Hiyoko would probably be the worse about it." Kazuichi agreed. I sighed in relief about trusting Kazuichi.

As we struck up a conversation, I then realized how much me and Nagito had changed all together, whether for the good or bad.

Happy birthday Ryoma!

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