Life Changer

Chapter 30- Is she really?

Songs for this chapter:

My Everything:Ariana Grande

Born to Die-Lana del Rey

Brad's POV

After the news we received last night we decided that what was best was to transfer her to the hospital in Los Angeles. As of now she should be there and I'm just here in my room sobbing my heart out at the painful news that my other half has cancer. She still unconscious and the doctors said they would give us a phone call once she had awakened.

I wipe my tears with the sleeve of my jacket and decide that I have to be strong. For Isabella. I feel like a complete ass hole for yelling at her like that, I know it was wrong and I regret what I had said and I would understand if she didn't want me back.

I shook my head and walked over to the restroom to take a quick shower before I headed to the hospital. Once I finished I changed into some grey sweats and a white tshirt and a gray beanie. I walked out of my room and saw the boys eating breakfast in complete SILENCE. Since we heard the news neither of us were the same. We weren't fooling around, we didn't smile, we were just ..there.

I decided to grab a granola bar and a glass of orange juice and went on twitter.

Thousands of tweets from our fans hoping that Isabella gets better soon. That she makes it alive etc.

She will make it. I know she will. She's. A Fighter.

I sent out a tweet: Thanks to all the wonderful fans who are praying for Isabella's sake. I can't thank you enough. It's a horrible pain in my chest and I can't think of a way to stop it.

I shut my phone and before I placed it on the counter my phone rang and it said 'Austin'

Oh did I forget. I had made truces with Austin after a huge fight yesterday. Not fist fight like the one in the cabin but an argument. Shit was said but it was released out of our chest not holding back. Now that our anger was out I think he now understands how I felt. he told me he had gone through the same thing with esmeralda? I'm sure that's the girl he took on tour on time.

She had brown hair down to her ribs and brown eyes and was slim and was actually really pretty. She was very talented in singing indeed. I haven't heard from her since Austin introduced her to us.

Austin seemed to really love her then. I'm sure he still does because of the way he talks about her. That twinkle in his eyes. Like when I speak about my beloved Isabella.

"Hello?"

"Brad. The doctor called...." he trailed off

There was a silence as I waited for him to continue but he didn't instead I heard him sniffle. Was he crying? what's going on? he's scaring me!

"Tell me!"

"She's not unconscious anymore..." he trailed off again

I sigh a breathe of relief. He made it seem like it was a bad-

"She's in a coma" he blurted out before letting out a full out sob

"What" I breathed out and hung up before a silent tear slipped. It rolled off my cheek and then I couldn't even handle it amymore.

"Oh my god! I-I...." I sobbed and I couldn't even complete a coherent sentence

"What's up mate?" I felt tris rub circles on my back

"Izzy!!!" I sobbed into my arms that were folded over the table my head resting on my arms.

"She's in a coma now" I said a bit more quietly

Silence and then I heard nothing but full out cries of agony and sadness.

What if she never wakes up? What if she wakes up and forgets us? what if her cancer gets worse over time? will she receiver treatment?

Oh god how could this even happen to someoem as innocent as Isabella?

My love. How could I be so stupid for yelling at her! now I feel like a complete ass hole.

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(2months later)

"So we know what's been going on with your girlfriend Brad and just know that we are very sorry" Haley the interviewer said giving me a sympathetic smile

I nodded while I looked down at my lap "thanks."

"How is she?"

I was about to answer but James interrupted "We rather not answer questions about her. It's a very touchy subject for us...especially Brad"

I looked over at James and mouthed a quick 'thanks'. I'm half the lads have been there for me. at nights I would have horrible nightmares. I would even have flashback to when we were dating and I would sob into uncontrollable cries. It happened at random times too.

"Oh I'm sorry then." Haley says once again

I nodded

"Well this is it with The Vamps. Let's give them a round of applause" Haley said while she clapped

We waved to the fans in the audience with my fake smile on my face and when the camera crew called cut I got up quickly and ran out of the stage and off to my dressing room.

God. I feel lonely. Lost. Like I have absolutely no purpose on this earth without Isabella. How am I supposed to move in if actually something DID happen?

'Nothing is going to happen' my mind says

You never know

It's been a month and a half since Isabella had her surgery to remove the tumor but since she's in a coma the doctors can't see if her body is reacting positively or negatively to the procedure. The longer she's in a coma the higher chance of her not surviving since her tumor might spread. Thwy are not sure if the surgery worked because her body is dead as of now.

I walked out and saw the lads waiting by the exit.

"Hurry!" Connor called

I furrowed my eyes

"Why?" I said as I wiped my tears

"Didn't you get The doctors text and email?" Tris asked

I shook my head as I checked my phone but I had none.

"She's finally awake" James said as he squeezed my shoulder.