Chapter38- What? No!

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Connors POV
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I still can't believe that after all the fighting, Brad had so easily given up. It's not like him to give up, I'm not sure how everything went down but I'm sure it was ugly because I've never really seen James cry out of anger.
I was about to get into my bed to sleep but tris came running into my room and he seemed so out of breathe it was almost funny .
"She's awake"
"What? ARE YOU SURE?"
James POV
The amount of stress I'm going through at the moment is ridiculous and it's not even the funny ridiculous. How can things seem to fall apart so quickly?
First Brad decides to 'move on'
Then Isabella wakes up right when that happened
It's like everything's was happening for a reason. I always felt like Isabella and Brad would end up together. But why did this have to happen. I'm still trying to fit the puzzle pieces into this fcked up jigsaw.
"We are here to see Is-
"Yeah yeah I know. Go ahead" the lady we already know mumbled and rolled her eyes. I nodded and began my way down the hall till I got to her room along with the lads.
When I walked in all I saw was a pale and extremely thin body lying lifelessly on the hospital bed. Her head cocked to the side staring onto the gloomy sky. A thin layer of skin covered her body. Her bones very eminent.
"Izzy" I heard Connor breathe
He's always had a thing for her, even since we were back in London. He's told me, he didn't make a move because of Brad. she didn't want to seperate them.
Her neck slowly turned and a weak smile grew onto her almost ghost like lips.
"Guys" she whispered in a raspy voice
"How are you feeling?" I asked as I leaned closer to her and kissed her forehead and so did the rest of the lads Except Connor who kissed her cheek.
"Weak and in pain"
My look diverted to the knobs of the heart monitor. her heart was too slow. Not like I knew much about biology of some sort but I'm sure it wasn't normal.
"W-where's Brad"
I looked over at the guys and gave them a what-the-fuck-do-we-tell-her look. They all gave me the same look in return and I simply sighed and looked down at my feet.
"Guys." she coughed
I looked up at her and realized she was coughing repeatedly and she was covering her mouth with her hands. I panicked of course and grabbed the jar of water and handed her a glass but when she was about to reach the water blood covered every inch of her pale wrinky hands.
What the fuck is going on?
My hands trembled as I looked at it and by the looks of it she was scared shitless too.
"W-what's going on?" She coughed again and Connor handed her a tissue.
"Tris, call her doctor now" I commanded and he nods and runs out in a swift moment
"Why am I bleeding?" She said Asmara then coughed again
Shit.
I helped her sit up and set the glass in the tip if her lips and she looked at me with fright shown in her eyes.She looks so fragile.
I set the glass down right when a group of nurses and doctors ran inside and a chubby nurse shoved us out.
"Wait but-
"Out now." she scolded and shut the door in our faces
Rude
"I'm scared" Tris said as he rubbed his shoulder and bit his lips
"Yeah I'm scared too, I'm sure that's not normal. my aunt had the same thing and she -
"Shut up Con" I growled
I knew what happens to his aunt Patricia. She had lung cancer and after a year or so it caused her to cough repeatedly and she bled just like.....
Oh....
"I think we should call her family again and her friends" Tris interrupted my thoughts
I nodded and agreed to call them over.
I dialed her moms number and she answered in the fifth ring.
"Hello?" Her voice shook
"Hi this is James and I would like to-
"Yes I know sweety, I'm on my way to the airport at this precise moment along with my husband. The LA hospital called me this morning" she said quickly "look I have to go the plane is about to take off"
"Ok"
I hung up and I looked over at the lads and they were each talking to someone.
Time to call her closest friend.
Tamia.
"Hello Jamesy, long time no talk" she giggled
I smiled and sighed later "Tam, look I don't know how to tell you this but you know how Izzy is in a coma right?"
"Oh god yes, how is she doing I called the hospital yesterday." she explained
"She woke up"
"Really! Oh dear that's amazing news. How is she?"she said happily and I heard her clap her hands
"That's the thing" I scratched the back if my neck
"She's coughing blood"
"What." she breathed
"YEah...."
"No no no no no, this can't be happening. You know what I'm going to catch the first plane to LA and I don't give a bloody fuck of y parents disapprove" she hung up and left me hanging
Well that was easy
Brads POV
Free. At last.
"Where are we going?" Hannah spoke as she strapped on her seat belt and I did too. I started the car and grabbed my shades and smirked
"I'm taking you home-
I was interrupted by my phone and me being famous and all my car has Bluetooth. I answered while I began to back out of the parking space
"Hello" I spoke
"Brad it's James. Isabella woke up and if you know what's best, you better come before it's too late. You'll know what I mean when you get here" I was about to answer with a rude remark but he beat me to it and had hung up
I shrugged "he's fucking around" I chuckled
Hannah nodded and I drove to my place and when we arrived I don't know what was wrong with me but I felt this urge to run away. run and never come back. it's as if I needed to be somewhere but I kept grounded. I'm not going anywhere before getting a good fuck.
Sure, I was a completely different person when I had izzy but thats long gone. I'm back to being my bad ass self. Call me what you want, I heard them all.
I turned to look at the black haired Adonis next to me and squeezed her hand and she looked up at me and bit her lip
"What are we gonna do babe?" She smiled
I unlocked my door and let her walk in first and took a good look at her ass. Damn. Can't wait to tap that.
I shut the door behind me and once I did I grabbed her wrist and pulled her back and her body crashed with mine and I smirked down at her before wetting my lips.
"Oh" she breathed
"You're beautiful" I purred in her ear
"Make me feel beautiful" she growled seductivily
"Watch me" I said and brought my lips to hers and our mouths moved in sync and I took a tight grip on her thighs and she for the idea to hop and wrapped her legs around my torso at that instant.
"Damn. I want to fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk for at least a week" I moaned and she began to leave trails if wet kissed down my neck and her hands got to the top button of my flannel and bit her bottom lip
"Do it"
I took this chance to carry her up to my room and in a swift moment, we both her having a great workout session in bed.
My mind began to wander back to what James had said.
Could it be?
What am I even doing?
Once we were both off our high I pulled out but I didn't feel anything. No bliss, no ecstasy. She was out of breathe but me....i didn't even realize I had ducked again. it had been over a year since I last fucked someone and I have to admit I was having a bad frustration.
Maybe.
Maybe that's all this ever was....
Sexual frustration
Shit.
I fucked up.
I have to see her.
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Isabella's POV
"What?" I squealed
"I'm sorry"
"NO, he promised. he promised we would be together forever. I-I
I couldn't even finish what I had to say. The lump in my throat caused me to break into uncontrollable sobbs.
He promised.
He promised
"He's stupid Izzy, just know I'm always going to be here for you" Connor smiled and rubbed my arms softly

"We all are" Tris chuckled
I was about to speak when the door burst open and a very sad looking doctor walked in. It wasn't Dr. Houghes. She was tall and Asian.
She was really pretty.

"Hi are you all family?"

"No but we are sort of like," I smiled
"Ok well I have good news and bad news." she sighed
I looked over at the tensed looking guys and then I saw Connor whispering something into James ear and James glared and elbowed him.
I wonder what he said that made James angry.
"Good news first" I coughed and I thought I had stopped but then it continued and Connor rushed and handed me the box of tissues. I thanked him and covered my mouth. So much blood.
God what's going on? I feel weak, tired, my throat and chest hurts, my breasts feel exhausted, everything hurts.
"Well we have a few visitors" she beamed and then I cocked my eyebrows and then they came into view.

"Mom! Dad!" I tried to say loudly but ended up coughing again
My mom begant I cry silently but. Ame over and hugged me but the doctor pulled us apart.

"Sorry no physical contact"
What?

"Isabella?" That voice
I turned around and there they all stood. Smiles plastered on their faces. It feels like ages since I last seen them.
"OMG Tamia, Teresa, Sarah and Ken!" I said and they walked in and waved
I felt reall bummed out that I could embrace my bestest friends. I was still utterly confused ass to how come? I'm not with Ebola, just a simple tumor is all. Well had.
"We missed you" Tamia gushed
I nodded "me too"
I coughed again and this time I felt a wetness in my throat and the doctor looked at me skeptically and ran for the bucket if trash and it was empty and placed it on my lap and I leaned in and threw up.
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BLOOD
"what's happening?"
"That's the thing, I'm sorry but you are not allowed to have any physical contact for the simple reason that it can provoke you to vomit. And two....."
She sighed and held tighter into the clioboard in her hands.
"You've been diagnosed with Terminal Cancer"

Those last words made my heart shatter. My life it's over.

"What? No, she can't be" wait I didn't say that.
I looked up and saw a mob of curls....Brad.

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