Life Changer

Chapter 36- I don't need rehab

Brads POV

1 month later ...

I slowly flutter my eyes open as the extremely sunlight shine through the white curtains. I winced and turned my neck to avoid the sunlight. I look around and find myself on a hospital bed. How did I get here?

'You cut you stupid fuck up' the voice in my head said

"Leave me alone" I groaned

"Brad?" I heard and then the three lads walked in with balloons and a bag of Mickie dees.

My eyes widened and I looked away from them. I'm sure they are going to scold me for doing what I did. It's not like I haven't done it before, maybe this time I went too far but I try to stop but I just cant. Its the only possible way to heal my pain. I'm losing Isabella very slowly and I can't help but want to kill myself.

"There's no need to. We will always be here for you." James spoke

I turned to face him and my face twisted into confusion. Was I speaking my thoughts? God how embarrassing.

"Sorry" I mumbled and played with the cords attached to my index finger.

"Look Brad what you did really frightened me and I didn't really know how to react but I'm glad I got you to the hospital in time. If not I don't know would I would have done without you. I don't think you realize how much pain you put all of us through." Connor said and sat down on the edge of my bed

"That's why we decided to take you to rehab so you can get better" Tris announced and I scoffed

"What?!!??"

"Rehab Brad. You need rehab" James rephrased

"I don't need rehab! I need Isabella to wake the fuck up and come back to me!" I yelled

My heart monitor began to rapidly increase and gradually the noise got louder but i ignored it as best as I could.

"Brad calm down. "

"Dr. Houghes doesn't know what the fuck he's talking about." I snapped

"We just want you to her better. Don't do this for us do it for Isabella" tris studdered and his voice trembled in fear

"Don't dare bring Isabella into this!" I growled and glared at him and he took a step back and his behind James

'It doesn't matter if she brought into this. She's going to die anyways. Might as well go kill yourself now' said the inside voices

I winced and tugged on my hair and threw my body on the bed again and rolled in pain.

"She's not gonna die! stop saying that!"i screamed "James can't you tell them to shut up" I whined

"Who Brad? no body said a thing" James sounded scared

I opened my eyes and tried my best to regain my strength

"Call the doctor" James mumbled

"No!" I growled

Tris turned around and looked from James to I and back to me.

"Go" Connor and James said

"No!"

Tris ignored me and left the room without saying another word.

"Can't you see this is affecting you emotionally, mentally, and physically?!?!? you need help!" Connor scolded

"No" I crossed my arms but winced when my bandaged wrist hit my chest. I made a hiss sound and James gave me a 'I told you so' look.