Little Imagines (Rated R)

Commitment

* Not sure how this one became so long but hey I hope you like it. :)*

I walk into the house and of course it's a group of girls walking out passed me. I walk straight upstairs "Morning y/n" I nod "Morning August". I go straight into my room and cry my eyes out. August and I are roommates, before that we were more. We were together but he broke it off because, I guess because I wasn't ready for sex. In a way it was my fault, so why should I be sad about it. Yeah move out, but I can't live by myself because I'm not making enough right now. I have school I take hours off at work so therefore I have only enough to help a little on the bills and buy food and gas.

I'm just not over it and I'm not sure I'll never be over it actually. I hear a knock on my door I sniffles "Who is it?" I notice his voice "I was going for some food, just wanted to know if you wanted something?" I reply "No I'm fine, Thanks." I hear his footsteps fade out of the house.

How do you tell someone that broke up with you that, you miss and need them? You can't just simply come out with that and think it is okay because it's not, they don't want to hear from you at all. I shrug and walk downstairs and make a bowl of cereal. Since I didn't want food I'm positive he isn't coming back any time soon. I turn on the TV and start watching Tom and Jerry. I can't help it, my cereal doesn't taste right without Tom and Jerry.

I end up falling asleep in the couch. I am woken up by someone squishing me. I look and see a drunk girl "Could you please move?" she looks back "oh, my. I'm sorry." I get up and start to walk upstairs. "Wait, could you please tell me where your coffee is. I got to get home and August doesn't want to drive me . . . "I nod and make her some coffee and make sure she's sober enough to drive, after that I send her home.

August stands in the hall looking at me, "Excuse me August" he moves to the side "You could have at least called a cab for her." He shrugs "I guess." I walk to my room and close the door. I put my head phones in and turn on one of August songs. I know what you're thinking she's so sprung, I'm not I just get high to inhale. It's a ritual to me.

I roll the blunt and lay back on the bad, I turn on my song and hit the blunt. I can't lie August voice only helped me get higher. I hear him come in the door after my blunt is half way gone. He pulls out my ear bud and sings to me "baby Inhale" I smirk and pass him the blunt to him.

He hits it and passes it to me, I hit the blunt and look up to him. "Why are you looking at me like that?" he leans closer to me and kisses my lips softly. He pulls away leaving his lips only inches away from mine. I lean forward and kiss him passionately, I bite and lightly tug on his lip as I pull away. I lean back on the bed and hit the blunt.

He walks to the edge of the bed climbing onto the bed and spreading my legs kissing my inner thighs while leaving little love marks. I didn't want him to stop but I had to, because after this he was only going to break my heart again.

I push him over to the side and look at him while shaking my head. There's this look of confusion on his face as I get up and walk to the bathroom. "What's wrong y/n?" I hit the blunt just trying to let it fill me so I can just stay calm. I open the door and look at him.

"Why would I let you do this to me if you're only going to hurt me again?" he frowns "How do I hurt you?" I hit the blunt again trying to make sure this doesn't turn into an argument. He takes it from me knowing exactly what I'm doing. "You bring these girls here all the time. Either I'm left to pick up after the party or I have to sober the girl up and have a conversation I don't want to have August."

He sighs "It's like none of this shit phases you. Like every time you see me I hear you say 'When you feel like you're ready to have what I want to have we can talk, until then I'm not waiting on you' "

He looks as if he wants to comfort me but doesn't know how, I honestly knew this would happen, August cares but he'd just rather not show it. I open my door "Just leave August. I have finals tomorrow morning." He walks out of the room. "I need my blunt August!" He hits it again and passes it back to me. I close the door and open my books. Tomorrow was the last day of finals, my most important once actually, after this I may be able to graduate early.

I find myself falling asleep around

12 am.

I wake up bright and early at 5 am, I shower and throw on some sweats a tee shirt and some boots. I throw my hair into a messy bun. I look into my mirror and say to myself 'Fuck Make up today.' I grab my purse and keys and walk out of the house.

-Hours later-

After hours of hell and stress I get home. I kick off my shoes and drop my purse on the coffee table and flop on the couch. Only landing on top of August. I let a loud exhausting sigh, I get up look at him "So, how was finals?" I shake my head "Do I need to move?" I nod yes, he gets up and sits in the chair letting me lie down on the couch.

We sit and watch 'Regular Show', I was in and out of sleep when August wakes me up "Yes August, please be passing me a blunt." He laughs "Nah, not right now. I love you" I open my eye and look at him "Excuse me?" He sighs "I love you." I sit up and look at him "Uhm?"

"I broke up with you because, I wasn't ready to wait. I didn't want to force you to do something you didn't want to do. I knew I would do it, I've done it before and I felt bad for it, so bad that I said I'd never do that to a girl again. The thought of forcing you to have sex and taking something from you that's important I couldn't do it."

I look in his eyes searching for him to be lying but I didn't see that. Instead it looked as if he wanted to cry. "August don't cry." He looks away from me, I hated to see August cry. It hurt me. "August" he looks at me I kiss him softly and whisper against his lips "I love you too." He holds me close and kisses me passionately pulling me into his lap. "I'm looking for commitment, if you don't want that. We can't do this August." He bites his lip. "I want it." I frown "Y/n I want that with you. Just trust me and we'll figure it out."

I nod and walk upstairs, he follows behind me like a puppy dog.

I walk onto my room taking off my hoodie and sweats. I put on some shorts and stay in my bra. I laugh because he's so confused "Smoking session" I say as I open my jewelry box and take the swisher out of my purse.

He nods and sits on the bed, I straddle his lap as I roll the 4th blunt. He kisses me and bites my neck. I smile and light the blunt, August watches me and smirks "Did I turn you into stoner? You were a good girl when I met you."

He gets up leaving me lying on the bed. He crawls up and kisses my inner thighs, only renewing the love marks from before. He pulls my shorts down kissing me my belly button, he glides his tongue over my pussy making me shiver. I close my eyes and grab my breast as he kisses my pussy. He sucks on my clit making me moan loudly while pushing his head deeper. My legs begin to shake "August! Oh my god" He slides his fingers inside me only making scream louder. I cum and he cleans it all up. He crawls up and kisses me, I kiss back and pull him closer to me.

"I want you" he kisses my neck and down my chest. I slide his shorts down, he kisses me passionately, and I pull away and look down and think to myself. . . Damn okay . . .

He kisses my forehead trying to make me comfortable. I reach to my side table and open the drawer. I hand August the condom, he frowns "You said sex was the last thing on your mind. But you got condoms." I shrug "I live with you. It was going to happen." I kiss him and pull him close to me. I feel him begin to slide inside me. I start to gasp and whimper a little he kisses me and slows down. I kiss him trying to think passed this moment. After a while the pain is gone and I begin to moan. "Faster August" He speeds up sending a shockwave of pleasure all over my body. I arch my back "mm Fuck" August groans while burring his face in my neck. I move my hips swiftly with his motions. I feel my body shaking as my moans become louder. I feel myself tighten August groans again with going deeper inside of me.

My nails dig into his back I can't help moan his name constantly. We climax and lie back onto the bed.

He looks over to me "You okay?" I nod and lay my head on his chest. "It's going to hurt most tomorrow." I sigh "I hope not." He kisses my forehead "I love you" I close my eyes as he plays in my hair "I love you too . . . "