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90
I hate the girl that stares back at me
89
You say the numbers on the scale are too low
I say they're not low enough
88
You offered me a cookie
I said no
87
You said my skin looks loose and pale
Maybe I want it to hide how I really feel
86
You said I had to go to the doctor
I dont know why, I'm healthy
85
I fell today
My body weighed too much
84
I'm happy
I'm happy
I'm happy
83
Stop saying that I'm too skinny
82
Something doesn't feel right
81
..It was too much
80
Lights
79
You scream into the phone
78
You yell don't leave me
77
You carry me to the car
Run me to the hospital
76
They tell you it's too late
75
You sob
And fall to the floor
74
Good bye

-me

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