Kennedy Kardashian

Chapter Twenty-seven

The Met Gala after-party had just finished well it was finished for me anyway it was 11 o'clock and to be completely honest I was exhausted and drained. I wanted nothing more than to go to bed. I thankfully was able to switch into a slightly less dramatic dress that was way easier to walk in. I had just said goodnight to Travis and Kylie then Shawn and I parted ways.

"Thank you for tonight" I smiled to Shawn as I hooked my arm in his

"No problem it really was my pleasure" He mirrored my smile as we approached the exit.

To my right, I had noticed a washroom sign. Seeing as I couldn't possibly use the washroom in the first dress you could imagine how much I really needed to go by now "Hey I'm just going to stop and use the washroom" I alerted him as I unhooked our arms

"Oh yeah for sure go ahead" He waved "I'll wait for you near the doors"

I made my way into the washroom quickly shutting the stall door, I took this time to take a breather. My eyes fluttered as I fought the urge to just sleep here. I quickly did what I had to do and as I pushed the stall door open I was greeted by three women who were kneeling in front of the sink. I knew exactly what was happening because I had been in this position many times before. As I approached the sinks so I could wash my hands one of the ladies had just finished their line and had apparently caught me in her peripheral but while the other two were doing their lines she sent me a smile.

I felt sick to my stomach, it was easy to avoid drugs when you aren't around them and there is constantly someone with you but being here with them just staring me in the face was hard. I couldn't take my eyes off the nice and proper lines that they had nicely laid out on the counter "now I'm not normally this generous but you look like you've had a rough night" she extended her arm giving me a rolled hundred dollar bill. I bit my bottom lip knowing I shouldn't, I worked so hard to get back to a good place and not to mention I had a baby to think about. The two other women quickly looked up at me.

"Kendra!" they snapped as one of them swatted her "sorry she doesn't really keep up"

"Oh, she's the one" the lady who I could now assume was Kendra, she looked back at me and frown "oh I'm sorry hun I had no idea you were the one that od'd. so consider the offer revoked" my eyes grew wide I don't know if she was feeling a little blunt and buzzed from god knows what else

"It's okay" I nodded as I pulled the cloth to dry my hands

"Kendra again that is not okay to say" The other one swatted her once more

"no trust me it's fine" I waved "I'm going to leave but I hope you girls are being careful. Please"

"It was nice meeting you" one of the women smiled "if you could not tell anyone about this. That would be great"

"Of course" I nodded before walking out

The number of emotions I was feeling right now was very overwhelming. I felt like my heart was in my throat I was holding back the urge to ball my eyes out. I walked passed a crowd of people and into an empty hallway. My back was against the wall as I slid down and I began sobbing. I wasn't sure if I crying because I was surprised that I turned the offer down or because deep down I knew I only turned down the offer because the other two recognized me. Through tears, I scrambled through my contacts to find the person I could call.

As I pressed Jack's contact knowing he'd most likely be up at the time a wave of relief flooded over me as the tears continued. "Come on pick up. please" I sighed, however, the previous feeling of relief subsided as it went right to voice mail. Hoping something had gone wrong or there was some sort of explanation I pressed call once more only to receive the answering machine again. I tried to calm myself down, I'm sure he was just sleeping, I wasn't about to stress myself out.