letters | nct dream

no. 29. 4 • bonus chapter

renjun

it was getting hard for me to contain my tears. i don't want anyone to see me crying, especially wonyoung's friend.

ahri handed me the letter that had my name. i took it without a word, and read it without a word.

hi, renjun!

i've been wanting to say these to you in person but, you know, i'm a coward so i can't heh. you know, hurting your feelings when i ignored you back then wasn't my intention. i just wanted to save you from my mom. i tried to interact with you guys again, it didn't end well. i'm really sorry, i failed you all...

but you know what? it was worth the try, even though i got punished so badly for it. i don't have an ounce of regret inside my body.

you are the reason why i even got into that group of friends. thank you for introducing me, thank you for making me stay, thank you for taking care of me. i was so shy whenever they would leave us alone, you thought i hated you, but it was actually the complete opposite. i enjoyed every single moment we spent together. every time you smiled that sweet smile, i melted.

and don't get me started on that confession! it was one of the best things that happened in my life. i rewind it inside my mind every time i daydream. oh, and, i know that you were my secret admirer. while ahri was investigating, i was investigating by myself too! 'm' means moomin, right??? hmm hahahaha praise me, i'm so smart. kidding aside, you could've just told me sooner, but i'm not complaining.

i know that you don't like it when i apologize for my incompetence as a human being because you think it's wrong, so i won't... it's the least i could do.

thank you again, so, so, so much.

i love you

-wonyoung

i bit my lip to prevent my tears from spilling. i wish i could've heard these words come out from her mouth, i wished she said these personally. though, something is better than nothing, right?

i love you too, wonyoung.