Demi's POV
**Wednesday**
Gabe has been acting weird ever since he got home from daycare on Monday afternoon. Nick had picked both him and Gracie up and he came inside and went straight to his bedroom without even saying a word. When I went up to his bedroom to tell him dinner was ready, he refused to come down and eat. I don't have to do any songwriting tomorrow, so I'm gonna stay with him during the day at daycare to see what's happening. I just hope he's not getting bullied.
Gracie hasn't been herself either lately. She's been extremely quiet, and when she's not quiet, she's extremely disrespectful to Nick and me. Gabe too. She won't say a word at dinner and then I'll catch her calling Gabe a baby at bedtime. I've had to put her in the corner 5 times in 2 days! That's not like her. She's been having crazy mood swings, too. She'll be skipping around in the backyard one minute, then she'll randomly run inside crying. She never tells me why though. She always used to tell me why she was upset. I'm worried about her.
Nick and I have been doing a lot of wedding planning lately. We decided where we want to have the wedding and when we want to have it. We're having it on May 13 at the Fountains Park. We also decided that our main colors are white, mint green, and lavender. Gracie is the flower girl and Gabe is the ring bearer. I recently decided that Mac will be my maid of honor. 14 is old enough to be a bridesmaid, right? Oh well. I don't care.
I've been thinking a lot about what to do about Mac. I feel like there's something she's not telling me. Am I crazy or am I crazy?
Don't answer that. I already know the answer.
Nick's POV
I'm worried about Demi. Her bipolar disorder has been acting up a lot lately, and she seems more depressed than usual. Even before we adopted Mac, she was acting weird. She told me she needed a distraction, but from what? I'm confused, but mostly just worried.
Earlier today, Demi came down from her bedroom crying. I asked her what was wrong but she just shook her head and buried her face in my chest. It took her a full half hour to calm down, and even then, she wouldn't tell me what happened. Before she started acting weird, she always told me what was going on.
I decided to check on Demi's meds to see if there was anything unusual. I looked at the date on her bipolar meds. 1-29-20. Almost time for new meds. Then I checked her antidepressants. Didn't the doctor say those made her bipolar disorder act up? I opened the bottle to find the bottle 85% empty. It was almost full 3 weeks ago. Something was wrong, and I had to make sure Demi wasn't harming herself again. I definitely didn't want her going back into treatment.
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IM SO SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN LIKE 2 FREAKING WEEKS I AM LITERALLY THE BUSIEST PERSON ON EARTH
Busiest person on earth+writers block=no update.
I literally couldn't think of anything to write about.
Anyway I'm probably going to upstate sometime within the next week.
I won't wait forever again I promise.
Btw if you didn't know my name is Jay.
K byeeeeeeeeeeeeee
