Ninety five

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Why do you want to think

about the bakery

you loved as a child

or when your parents

stopped at an ATM machine

and your bones were so tired

but they didn't stop bickering

why replay the time

you spent at the cafe

with your favourite person in the world

you two drank coffee

and wrote your heart out

or the time

when you knew you were getting bad again

but couldn't do anything about it

so you just choked on your tears

and wished that someone would take you away

why take a trip down memory lane

and remember the things

that made you feel young and goofy

or the events that killed little parts of you

what is the point of

reminiscing every single thing

that has happened to you

good or bad

that doesn't matter

the question is why

you can't go there again

no matter how much you close your eyes

or wish on every star you see

you won't feel that feeling again

the people you loved are gone

some of them haven't changed

but the ones who have

they don't think about you

feel anger instead of nostalgia

they let you go

its about time you do too

-E

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