I don't want to grow old if it's not by your side
Because when I'm with you the time does not go by
I could stay
in this place
forever close to you
when i look in your eyes
i can see that tiny little shine
but you don't remember our times
and neither i
but i still got this feeling
of neding you around
i could stay
in this place
forever close to you
because if she keeps you there
near to her
i promise i'll fight for you
today, tonight, everyday
i promise ill stay by you side
I'll make you laugh
...............
I think this was supposed to be a song. I probably planned it while taking a shower.
I've always been in love with the idea of romance but i don't like coming across as chessy. Idk. Weird.
I think this was because of a crush i "had" on a boy i met via Facebook, you can tell we where dumb teens bc he asked me out like on the third message. We "dated" for like three months. I probably wrote this thinking of what i should feel about him, even though i didn't really knew him or felt anything towards him, i just wanted a boyfriend because that is CoOL ✨, also, i had not figured out my sexual orientation back then, i mean, i hadn't realised how gay i am lol. I use lol too much.
I still can't figure out my sexual orientation, I'm not sure if i like them boys or nah. Girls pretty, that's all i know for sure. Enbys are very nice, very cool
Well, that was the dumb cringy teen romance kinda story of this. But wait. There's a bit more...
The guy on the chapter picture is Ray Toro. I think this poem/song was inspired by his song "For the los and brave". Beautiful song, a masterpiece, chef kiss, some good food for the soul. Recommended 100%. It has a bit of a back story, Ray dedicated this song to a young trans girl who sadly passed away (tw. Suicide) .
I think this song was what put in motion my own questioning of my gender identity, i identify as non-binary btw.
I don't really know what else to write. Go check out Ray Toro's song, it's really good
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Mentally screaming (Or The Edgy Stuff I Wrote At Age 13ish)
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