>JOHN CENA •Legible with envy

Late night, akward forgivness

As I got into the front seat of the car, John jumped in and the car roared to life. I glanced up at the stars about, as the night glimmered through the sun roof. I had many things on my mind but first and foremost was explaining this twisted situation, I had no idea how she would react or how this could effect the future but she had to know it was her right, and I couldn't lie to her, at least not any longer. As John drove up on the raised slab of cement which was our driver way, he turned the lights off and looked at me. I could almost feel what he was thinking, I've never seen John this nervous and it was killing me. He put his hand on my lap reassuringly. "How do you want to do this, do you want us to explain it?Or just you?" John questioned, as Beads of sweat dripping down his forehead. He was obviously nervous so I said I could take the hit, hoping I literally wouldn't get hit. 😬
I kissed him on the cheek and opened the car door, making my way across the dimly lit front yard. The only thing I could feel was my heart pounding in my chest and my knees going weak, as I reached the door I contemplated telling her at all, but I knocked on the door and was shortly greeted by my mom. She was in sweats and a tank top, she had a complex smile that I couldn't read, this of course made me more nervous. She began with "oh dear lacy what happened to your eye" and I told her I would explain later. She then sat me down with a cup of London dog tea my favourite, and I watched the fire burn in the fire place. "Lacy I have something difficult to break to you, well there's no easy way to say this except for, I'm not in love with John. There's just no time in my life for him and I'm sure I won't make it work, I thought I would try this, as we were set up by mutual friends but it just isn't where I want to be in my life currently, I hope you understand, he's sweet but it's just not possible" as she closed her statement I felt a jump of joy in me! I was relieved and happy, I felt badly for mom but she looked very sure and I wasn't going to ask a second time as I am happy with her current decision. Now I felt that I could tell her and she might not be as hurt, I couldn't bare to do anything that might hurt her, sure this wasn't going to be easy but if it isn't easy is it worth it?

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