>JOHN CENA •Legible with envy

23;chances

Lacys POV

As I stood in the shower and let the hot water run over my body I changed the setting to jet on the head of the shower, this way it would massage my sore shoulders. As I tried to have good thoughts about the new doors this could open with the "new found fame" all I could really think about was John how I craved his touch, how I missed cuddling with him at night and how he'd run his fingers through my hair. Almost as if someone could hear my thoughts I heard two knocks on the door. I froze. Hopefully that's not John. Then again he's probably happy I'm gone, now he's free and clear no stings attached. "He once had strings but now he is free" I said aloud. A few minutes go by and I have yet to exit the shower, I peak my head out of the glass shower door and all I can see is steam it was so warm and almost comforting. I ponder as to whether or not I should jump in the hot tub, when to my surprise I am greeted with yet again a series of knocks at my door. I jump out of the shower still leaving it running and I put on a robe as I'm doing so I receive a call from a blocked caller. Odd. But then again my social media followers had grown substantially, within two hours of the article getting released. So I leave my phone ringing on the counter top and head towards the door as I'm greeted with more knocking. "Yes one minute" I call the pounding on the door stopped immediately mid knock, I probably scared them with my tone. But I was in no mood for childish games. As I reach out in front of me and unlocked the door, I was beyond surprised to see who I was met with. Instantly our eyes locked and despite my pathetic attempts to hold back tears they stained my cheeks and I looked away.
Why did he show up, was he still in love with me? Where the rumours true? Amber had been oddly quite one her social media. And everyone , the fans the haters and the bandwagoners awaited for her to comment. It was at that moment that I went to close the door and John put his arm in between the door frame and the door and what he said next surprised me. "Lacy you can tell me to beat it, but I'd really like to talk to you. I just paid someone $300 to get your floor number and when I was on my way here looking through the seats of the cabs that I passed I thought I should have brought you here. I'm in love with you and I don't want it to be over for us, I know we can make it for the long haul, can you please let me in? I'll even call Vince and have him explain it to you" I should have told you about amber and I, there was part of me that thought it's going so well with you why rock the boat, clearly I was mistaken and I know that now" he looked genuinely upset and like he was trying to wrap his brain around what to do next. So sighing i let him in my room. My eyes not leaving the ground. I honestly didn't know what I wanted, I wasn't good at the whole "relationship talk" or what have you. So to say this would be interesting would be an understatement this will be a nightmare of a time. But I felt something for him that wasn't going away anytime soon. So I decided to take a chance I had nothing to loose at this point.