Request from: TheWeebReader777
Trigger warning up ahead: Self harm
( I'll put a × when it comes )
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Sting has been noticing Rogue getting alot weaker and looking more and more dead each day that passes, Rogue would lean up against any wall to keep him up, would take a job and Yukino quickly stops him from going alone even with Frosch. Rogue would drink up most of the coffee in the guild which isn't good for even, once he even burnt himself on accident and was wide awake at that point. Sting was really worried about his partner and he would ask what's going on but Rogue would push him away instantly but not this time.
"Rogue what the hell is your problem lately?"
Sting had forced Rogue in his office and now had the shadow dragon was pinned down to the desk, Sting stared in those tired red eyes and watched Rogue try to keep his eyes open.
"I don't know...what you are talking about"
"Rogue look at you, you are a mess! You haven't been getting any sleep! And you are hurting yourself constantly without knowing it"
"I'm f-"
"DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT YOU ARE FINE! YOU'RE NOT!"
Sting shouted making Rogue flinch and try to move, he had some strength in his tired body.
"Please Rogue tell me what's the matter?"
"...I..can't sleep"
"Why?"
"Its hard...shadows threaten me while I sleep and tell me...what I would do to you, to the guild, to the world"
"Rogue you-"
Rogue quickly covered Stings mouth and sighed, trying to speak.
"Everytime I try to go to sleep I feel myself being consumed by nothing but darkness and when I wake up I see less and less light until everything is completely black and I feel like I'm blind or dead, I can't bring myself to sleep Sting I don't want to hurt you"
"Ro mhm mu hvmh"
"Sorry"
Rogue slowly removed his hand from Stings mouth.
"Why haven't you told me?"
"I couldn't I'm sorry"
Sting pulled Rogue up and held his hand, walking out of the guild and to their shared home, walking in and shutting the door.
"How are you keeping yourself awake? You burn yourself on accident or purpose and you try to take on seriously dangerous jobs, how you are you keeping awake at home?"
Rogue didn't respond to his answer, he leaned against a wall and staref at the ground.
"Rogue?"
Again no response.
"Rogue please tell me"
"The pain keeps me awake"
"Ro-"
"You have to promise to not get mad..."
"Okay I promise"
( Trigger Warning: × )
Rogue slowly rolled up his sleeves and showed the burned, scarred, and bruised arms.
"Ro-"
"Wait"
Rogue slowly took off his long sleevesd shirt and set it on the couch, revealing his nearly destroyed torso, Sting looked away and covered his mouth almost every part on Rogue had some sort of wound on it.
"Any more?"
"This is it, the pain I put on myself to keep me awake for a few weeks"
Rogue shook his head and gripped tightly onto his arm, feeling sleepiness get to him.
"No..that's it"
Sting looked at Rogue and pulled him into a hug and buried his face in his neck.
"Sting let go you're going to make me go to sleep"
"That's the point, I want you to sleep, this is not good! You hurting yourself to keep yourself awake is never good"
"But-"
Sting kissed Rogues forehead and pulled Rogue to his bedroom and sat on the soft bed, Rogue shook his head and refused to get on the bed.
"No..."
"Rogue please"
"Sting I said no, I'm not getting on that bed"
Sting pulled Rogue down on top of him and locked his arms around Rogue, as the ravenette began to struggle in his hold then slowly stopped.
"Sting I don't want to hurt you please let me get up I don't want to go to sleep"
"Rogue no just sle-"
Sting was cut off by a pain in his cheek that made his grip tighter, Rogue was hitting him to make Sting let go of Rogue.
"Let me go! Let me go! Let me go!"
Rogue is shaking as he looked at the bruise on Stings cheek that he made, he slowly stopped. Sting smiled at Rogue and kissed his forehead.
"I'm not letting you go, I'm going to be right here beside you Rogue, I'll wake you up I promise I won't let you sleep long"
Rogue shook his head and but ended up laying his tired head down on Stings chest.
"You promise you'll be here when I wake up..."
"I promise now go to sleep"
Rogue closed his eyes and quickly fell asleep, gripping onto Stings body as he dod so, Sting smiled and kissed his head again, humming to him and rubbed his back as the other fell asleep.
|| If this sucks then my bad ||
