Natalie Winters 's POV
I opened the door the the cafe as wind blew on my face blowing my hair back. I sighed because I hated this place. Oh sorry let me introduce myself. I'm just a normal 19 year old with the name Natalie . Basic right? well the reason I guess that I hate this place is because I work in this little cafe. I officially moved out of my parents house when I was 16 because I was sick of the abuse and hated how child services would bring me back to the so called "home "every time i run away like what the fuck? I'd run away for a reason dumbass.
In the beginning I lived with my Uncle Hank Voight . He's truly an angel, I mean he'd listen to me, he'd give me a shoulder to cry on when I needed it. I lived with him till I turned 17 because I didn't wanna bother him more so bought my own house on my 18th birthday. He was proud of me for getting myself together when I thought I couldn't. He told me that I was the strongest person that he knew. I started working in this cafe because I needed earn money somehow. After working in the morning at the cafe I started to working as a preschool teacher in the afternoon.
I'd come back to the cafe for a night shift because let me tell you earning money is hard. I Went over to the staff room and got my little uniform on which was just a Women's button up shirt that had stripe tucked in with a brown-ish apron. I walked out of the staff room and started to make my way to register while putting my hair up to a bun. I mean it was in the middle of July as if the uniform isn't horrible enough. "Stupid boss" I muttered as I checked what time it is on my phone, "5:15" Oh good, I have about 45 minutes till i have to open the store I told myself.
Right when I was going to turn my phone off, Billie calls me. You see, Billie's my best friend from kindergarten. We were also neighbors while growing up. Billie's a singer she'd make touching and amazing music all the freaking time, she always tells me that I could sing and all that but I'm just shy I guess I'm not a very "spotlight person" you could say. She's my everything. Since we were kids we promised to never leave each other alone and to never ever lie to each other. We kept that for the last 18 years and I'm sure we will forever.
She'd always tell me that she could help pay for my financial problems but I'll never let her. I mean she's an amazing friend and it's nothing like I don't trust her but you see I'd feel bad afterwards. I'd rather be independent.I slided the green call button across my screen to see a very goofy looking billie on the screen. I giggled as I saw her silly expression." Hey Bil, what's up" Nothing girl but you look stupid in that uniform, she said clearly trying to contain her laughter. "Oh how much I hate you Ms. Eilish".
I said with a smirk. "Oh oh ohhh, are you free today?" She said excitedly as a little girl getting ice cream from the ice cream truck. I chuckled softly to myself as I heard her excitement then slowly felt bad. I kept a fake smile on my face as I bit my tongue so that tear don't escape my eyes. I shook my head as a no. Billie had a concern look on her face. "Hey Nat , you okay?" she said with worry in her voice. "You know you could tell me anything right hon? " I heard her say "yeah yeah I'm fine, sorry I can't today got a tight schedule.
I'll call you later okay? gotta start working now" I said as you can clearly hear sadness in my voice but at this point I didn't care because I'd rather sound sad than to start crying infront of her. I don't like to show myself weak or sad. So I keep it to myself and not be a bother to others. I heard Bil let out a quiet sigh as she said " Of course mamas, just remember to call me back and stay safe for me," Yeah of course Bil, Love you, bye I said quietly wanting to hang up because I was on the verge of tears streaming down my face.
" love you too hon, Bye mamas" I heard her say before she hanged up. I still had twenty minutes before I had to open the store so I went to the staff room and went over to the round desk and just sat down. Before I could even think of anything I started crying. I had tears streaming down my face endlessly. The thing is, I started dating this boy from university, I should've known. Billie told me from the start that she had a bad feeling about this "Kade". I told Billie that I was going to be okay and that Kade was a really nice genuine guy well that is when he wasn't drunk.
Which was kinda rare because he'd go out all the time and go fuck some random girl and maybe even come home with two or three.Honestly I should've just listened to her.She was right all along because sure enough after 3 months of him being a dream of a boyfriend he started abusing me. I didn't tell Bil at all because I mean she's the one that told me not to date him yet, I went against her and she didn't say anything. I don't deserve her at all. After 3 or 4 months of dating I thought he was perfect and moved in with him .
Then Kade first started to leave early in the morning and came back at 1 or 2 in the morning spending his days at bars and clubs with other girls. When I tried to confront him about it Kade verbally abused me. It's too much to talk about but it really did leave a scar in my head and yet I made sure that billie would never figure it out. He started to throw beer or wine bottles at me and would choke me if I don't do something the way that he wants me to do. I made myself a promise.
as long as Bil doesn't need to know I'll be fine. There were times where it almost slipped but thankfully didn't. I closed all the doors for relationships because I'm just scared of it. Who knows if I might die. It's been 2 years that I had to pretend to be Kade's "amazing girlfriend " that love each other so much.
I still am stuck with Kade because I'm really scared of him. I roll my sleeves up and see a lot of cuts by myself and saw a teardrop falling to it. Seeing all my cuts and bruises by kade and my parents made me realize how much I've gone through coming from an abusive family to now an abusive relationship? I can do this, I can't get this to stop me from work I mutter to myself and I wiped my eyes with my hand and rolled down my sleeves as I walked over to open the staff room doors to go open the store on time and to get back to work. As I unlocked the door and walked over to the register.
"The other staff members should be here soon" I thought. As if planned I saw my other staff member walking in in a group. The cook and the cleaners and everyone. They all saw me and gave me a quick fake smile as I did the same and watched them scurried away. Not surprising because I didn't really fit in with the rest of the staff which I don't really mind although it does get to me a little at some points. I glanced over to the clock, 6:00 AM why is nobody here yet?
I put my head on hands leaning on the register table sighing as I didn't get any sleep the night before and am surviving on a energy drink and a coffee because I stayed up all night checking papers and getting the next days plan as a preschool teacher working for the afternoon. I rose back up when I heard someone opening the door as I saw a middle age woman walk in with a smile. Have I not seen her before I thought. I put my thoughts away and I put on a fake smile,
" Hi ma'am, what can I get for you?" I said politely , The woman looked surprised but I think she added some quick thinking and said Oh dear, just get me a Blueberry Oatmeal and an Ice Tea please. Of Course ma'am, to go or to eat in ? I asked " I'm just going to be eating here dear." she said soothingly. "Okay ma'am that would be $4.20 " Ah yes, she said as she reached for her purse and placed ten dollars on the counter and said "keep the rest honey". "Thank you ma'am, please take a seat and I'll get your food ready."
She softly grinned and sat down in a table and pulled out a book and went into a deep reading. I went over to the register POS machine and pulled out the order to the cooks. I placed the $10 in my back pocket. I smiled to myself wondering why she looked so familiar.While I went to get her Ice Tea done. After I finished her Ice Tea I placed it on the Tray. I turned around to the the cook Micha who was wearing earphones so that she can't hear anyone, place the Blueberry Oatmeal on the slot where I'm supposed to pick the meal up to give it to the customer.
I pick up the Blueberry Oatmeal and place it on the same tray as I picked it up to give over to the lady. I went over to the lady, "Here you go ma'am ". " Oh thank you dear" she said putting her book down. I smiled as I went back to cleaning my area.
OKAY GUYS AS YOU CAN SEE THIS IS A FRESH START OF A NEW FANFIC OF A BILLIE BOOK lolIF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY RECOMMENDATIONS PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND SORRY IF IT'S TOO LONG!!!
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