Moments Captured / Billie Eilish/ One Chicago Mashup Fanfiction

Chapter - 6

BILLIE'S POV

Me and Hank heard sniffing from well Natalie. We looked at each other for a second before hearing clear sobbing sounds from Natalie. Natalie, what's wrong?  I asked softly. This is all my fault, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. You could hear her muffled voice from the pillow. Hank sighed quietly,  Natalie sat up straight. What am I going to do?  She said looking at Hank and then me like she's looking for an answer. Just that second  Erin and Kim walked in. They looked at Natalie for a second and then Hank and I not knowing what to say or if it was a wrong timing.

Hank broke the silence by saying " Natalie kiddo the child is yours do what you think is best not what we think".  Erin and Kim caught on and sat down agreeing with Hank.  I don't know anything about motherhood, I'm just 19, I can't abort because then I-I'm a murderer. I can't just kill a poor child's life.  She said looking at her stomach, this girl just ugh her heart is just so pure it's a whole new level of pureness. "Hey  Natalie sweetie , have you thought about adoption? you can give the child a life with new family

" Kim chimed in a suggestion.Natalie sighed as she responded with a " sure, but what if he or she  gets older wondering about her biological parents that she wanted to know about that what would I ever tell her or him? I'm just gonna feel guilty for ruining a child's life." with her voice breaking. It shattered me knowing that this whole convosation or the whole thing would or could've been prevented.   guess Natalie didn't want the convosation alive anymore because she changed the topic and  after a few hours of chit chatting with Hank Kim and Burgess, Kim and Burgess left early. 

Hank had to make a phone call and left leaving me and Natalie alone in the room."Hey Natalie, I nevously muttered. hmm? I heard her hum what? "I'm sorry" I said looking away bitting my lip so that I wouldn't cry infront of her. She looked at me confused. Why are you sorry, bil? if anything this whole things on me. Now with her full attention on me. If I never screamed at you when you came over to my place none of this wouldv'e happened.I said getting up and standing near the bed. Oh god billie.

 please don't tell me this was the way you were thinking since this happened she looked at me with disapointed eyes. None of this is your fault billie, if I keep this baby or give it up for adoption, you shouldn't be guilty of anything bil. She gently but quickly placed a hand under her stomach wincing in pain. Natalie are you okay I panic almost pressing the button for nurses but natalie held my hand away from the button. "Just morning sickness feeling kinda blue she nevously chuckled. "Here" I said opening a new water bottle and passing it to her as I watched her take a few sips and close the lid and place it over her little table and mumbling a little thanks.

" It was silent for the next few seconds of me sitting on the couch thinking about how crazy everything was of the last few days everything was crazy and Natalie looking down at her stomach thinking about who knows what. " What do you think it is bil" Natalie softly said. What? I said completely caught of guard. Natalie giggled at my silly reaction as she said the baby you bozo, do you think it's a girl or a boy bils? Oh uh I laughed, I think it might be a girl. I said with a huge smile painted to my face.

I'm thinking of a boy she said happily. She sounds so happy about the  baby. Well atleast some parts of the pregnancy. I wonder what else would change in less than a month.