Moments Captured / Billie Eilish/ One Chicago Mashup Fanfiction

Chapter - 5

BILLIE'S POV

After the words came out of Will's mouth I didn't know what to think but that it's was all my fault and that none of this would of happened if that dumbass arguement that we had didn't happen. If I didn't just leave her there and helped her by not arguing she would've not been here at all. There's nothing I can do about it now since it had already happen. " No, no, no I- I can't be I-I'm only nineteen!!, I can't even take care of my self h-how the hell am I going to take care of a baby? Natalie started rambling. Natalie, you aren't doing this alone kid, you have us" He's right nat," Finneas chimed in as I nodded because I didn't know what to say. 

It's been a few hours and  the whole crew including my mom,dad erin, jay,kim, and everybody. came over  and had left but I didn't want to leave Natalie after knowing this whole thing was on me. I guess Hank thought the same because he didn't leave as well. We were the only two in the room. It was silent because Natalie fell asleep most likley because of the pills but me and Hank spent about 30 minutes just thinking without talking. Billie? I heard Hank interupt my thoughts, "yeah Hank?" I answered. Don't think this is your fault. I bit my tougue to keep from crying, I'm just a crybaby. Come here kiddo Hank reacted by hugging me.

HANK'S POV

Eventually Billie  fell asleep on my lap, I saw her shivering and I took my jacket off and gently  placed it  on top of her. I closed my eyes and snoozed off. I open my eyes checking out my surronding. "Oh right hospital". I try to get up remembering that Billie's still sleeping on my lap.  I gently lifted her head off my lap and layed it back down on a pillow next to me.  I get up and check on Natalie. Poor Kiddo. She was awake reading a book. "Morning Hank," she smiled weakly.

Morning Kiddo, I respond as I go over to her.  As I place a kiss on the top of her head. Feeling better? I questioned, "Thanks to you, yes" she said placing a bookmark to her book and then closing it to put it on the table next to her.  "hey hank?" Natalie said in  a almost whisper voice. Yes  Natalie, I asked with curiosity. " What do you think Billie thinks of me at the moment? , Is she mad at me Hank?".  i head her sigh and slumping back into her hospital bed. Hey Natalie kiddo, no she isn't. She wouldn't leave this room even though we all tried getting her too.

 I chuckled just thinking of the moment where Billie won't budge and leave. "Ah, got it" she muttered akwardly. Me knowing that it's not my role to tell her how billie's madly in love with this girl. Instead I tell her that I'll bring breakfast for the two then leave. 

NATALIE WINTER'S POV

Hank just left to get breakfast for all of us, Seeing Billie sleeping so peacefully at 11AM knowing it's all because of me made me sigh loudly slaming  my phone acrross from me on the bed. From the corner of my eye I saw billie getting startle and sat  up  straight. I internally cringed,  Morning Billie, I said looking at the sheets that were covering me only wearing a pj bra and shorts set. " "Oh uh morning nat" I heard her say with that cheesy signature grin of hers. I weakly smiled before I reached for the loose mint T shirt  that was next to her. 

"Oh here, billie responded before she grabbed it for me. Thanks, I said before I put the shirt over my head without tangling my IV tubes. After I did I slumped back to me bed. " Nat, um about  um yesterday" Billie nervously started. " Ask Hank " I muttered as I shoved down two advills because of the pain in my stomach. Billie sighed.  I instantly felt bad for shutting her off after she helped me. I sighed as I asked her " what about yesterday bil ? "well are you um going um well to um k-" Billie got interuppted by Hank comming in with food. " Never mind she sighed. 

" I brought food" Hank smiled holding up two taco bell bags. What about you Hank? you ate? I questioned. " Yeah I did" he responded. "Hank, sorry to break it to you, but I don't feel like eating." I said in a voice that's still almost like a whisper. " Nat you have to eat something, billie said obviously concerned. "she's right kiddo Hank said also concerned.  " I can't eat guys-" I threw up on the floor." Hank and Billie rushed to my side. Hank handed me a tissue box.  Billie called a nurse. I wiped my mouth,

 " guys, I'm *cough cough fine * " I said clearing my throat. Hank rubbed my back. Billie came back with Nurse April Sexton. "Hey  Natalie,  so I'll get someone to clean this up no worries but this is going to be normal because this is just part of your pregnancy. So it's just part of your morning sickness okay? Nothing out of the blues so I think you should be fine. Try not to eat or drink anything too hot or too cold." the blue uniformed nurse explained while I just simply nodded my head.

After she left, someone came in to clean the mess while I tied my hair into a messy bun. As I burried my head to the pillows. Billie came over and asked if I was okay. I nodded my head but still burried it. I felt the pillow getting wet. This isn't fair, why did this happen to me? I've always had a dream of having kids but not when I just turned 19 and the father's the one who rapped me. This is horrible. Before I knew it. I'm crying. I don't know what to do. Do I keep it or what?