The Cruel Alpha's Mate!

Desperation & Plans...

"Life is challenging us to make it and survive no matter what so remember: a goal without a plan and people you love on your side is just a wish..."

Liam's pov

"Daddy where is mom? It is the fourth day she is still at the pack, I miss her!" Angel whispers sleepy and wraps her little hands around my neck.

"Yeah! This is the first time she is missing that much and she is not even calling!" Ethan says and moves closer to me on the bed.

What am I going to say now?

They are asking about her constantly, especially Ethan that has a special bond with her. Fortunately Angel is stuck on me now that they know I am their dad and she is a bit calmer but times like this she is more sensitive than Ethan. They miss her very much, they are talking about her, they even asked me to take them back at their pack to see Mira and I was too lucky Colton was there to gain their interest with a game and stop the discussion. 

Also Angel couldn't sleep the first two nights although April tried everything to calm her down enough to sleep so I had to take over and the last two nights I am sleeping with both of them in my arms. It is good that this worked and she is now sleeping quite peacefully but I am too broken and I do not know for how long I will be able to stay that strong and act in front of them.

I miss her like crazy, I am more scared than any other time in my life, I think about her all the time and I have bearably slept the last four nights. We have been searching nonstop everywhere from the moment we realized what had happened but still no news for Mira and Cassie. We also found a big area deep in the forest burnt the morning after they disappeared and as Ryan says it is almost certain that the fire was not a coincidence, someone burnt it on purpose in order to hide scents and trails. This means that something happened there and we all know that it has to do with Mira and Cassie, that psycho is clever... We can't catch any scent now, whatever we have tried is not working.

"Hey, dad! I am talking to you!"

"Huh?" I turn and meet Angel's serious expression and try to smile innocently making her laugh.

"What are you thinking? I am talking all this time..." she murmurs and sits up facing me with Ethan doing the same from my other side.

"I was thinking mum. I miss her like you and I am sad that we can't go and help her." I say casually and sit up between them.

"Is she too busy?" Ethan asks worried.

"Yes buddy. She and aunt Cassie have lots of things to take care of but do not worry, she is taking care of herself because she doesn't want you to scold her later..." I say and tickle him to change the subject and end this discussion or else I will start crying in front of them.

Knowing she is in danger is killing me, I can't stand it. I saw her two times heavily injured, I almost lost her once and the idea of losing her for good is driving me insane. Phobos is too silent, he is trying to help me stay calm for the kids but I feel in how much pain he is and we are both feeling useless for not being able to find them. She is alive, both Mira and Cassie, their wolves also, we feel it with James but we don't know for how long.

Suddenly a knock at the door brings me again back to reality and some seconds later the door opens and April gets in timidly. 

I sigh relieved and she nods discreetly while Ethan and Angel get up and run to her excited, this woman is my biggest savior.

"Grandma good morning!"

"Good morning sweethearts. Did you sleep well with dad? Are you ready to go and eat your breakfast?" she asks and kneels to kiss them.