The Cruel Alpha's Mate!

Feelings Come True...

"He have been always being scared of losing her, he nearly did lots of times and now fate tries him again...She makes him face his fears once more...

~next morning, Liam's pack~

Liam's pov

Beep...

Beep...

Beep...

What on earth?

I end the call (not that she has answered it) and throw the phone on my couch cursing.

Alright... I am freaking out right now, more than before!

I start walking up and down my office and run my hands through my hair sighing heavily.

Why isn't she answering my damn calls?

What happened to her?

Not even 24 hours after I left and we haven't talked at all. I am doing my best to stay here and be discreet but fuck! It is killing me!

I am worried, I mean what happened to her?

We were fine last day, okay... She was crying, I know she was devastated we all left after what we have been through but there is no reason for her to avoid me.

All I am asking is to pick up her phone.

I really want to go and find her but at the same time I am thinking that she maybe wants some space or she is busy and I don't know what to do and damn, I miss her like crazy!

I miss everything, her scent, her touch, her skin, her heart beating above mine, listening to her breathing, her voice, her face and eyes.

I want to run back to her pack, pull her in my arms and never let her go again, I need an eternity with her on my side, I...

I am living only for her and our kids, I have nothing else, that's how I feel and especially after the last incidents.

She accepted to marry me, she wants to share her life with me, she wants me and this is the biggest proof that we are both ready to leave our past behind because I swear to everything I have I am still broken for what my 'father' did to her family and my mother.

I do not care about what I have been through because of him, I am the last person that matters but my mom, Trevor, April, Jacob, my uncles, Angelica and then Mira...

Fuck it!

I feel awful, I still haven't realized how I dared to look at Jacob and everyone else in the eyes and most importantly Mira. The asshole wanted her to suffer because of me and I did whatever he wanted me to. He always had a way to pressure me with his 'kind' mask, he was disappointed I was rude, cruel, coldhearted and bad tempered man. He knew how to drive me crazy and get the beast out of me.

He was using my anger and guilt for my mother's 'death' and I was biting it like an idiot!

He was pushing me further all the time, he was expecting from me to hurt Mira in the worst way and I did it, I killed her five years ago, I was killing her every day for years and she...

She had two kids to raise, she had to get trained, run a pack and a family. She was in pain and she never stopped fighting and trying, she never stepped back no matter what I had been doing.

"She is a great woman... And she is ours!" Phobos says proudly sharing my thoughts.

You tell me?

My mate is the best!

"And she is ours!" he repeats with more determination and confidence.

"Yeah and soon she is going to be officially." I reply sighing and smiling at myself.