Not So Little Secrets

Chapter Fifteen: To Take A Chance Or To Not Take A Chance

Brittany's POV:

So it's been 3 months since Santana showed me all of Bryce's home videos of his life up until now. Those videos really had me torn, like a double sided sword. On one end they made me feel like I was really apart of all of his big moments, but on the other end it felt like I had missed so much.

Over these past 3 months Bryce and I have bonded on a level I thought would take us really long to reach. From being around him so much I've noticed just how much he is a perfect blend of Santana and myself. For the most part he has my bubbly personality, he's outgoing, he's social. I mean he is always making new friends. But I see a lot of Santana in him as well. His temper tantrums,   when he's grouchy because someone woke him up, or when he's really hungry an hasn't eaten, you can literally see him becoming more annoyed at his empty stomach. I just look and think 'yup he definitely gets that from Santana'.

Santana and I have been meeting up almost everyday over those 3 months so Bryce and I can build a relationship. We've been to the Aquarium, The Bronx Zoo and a couple Yankee games. I know, I know. Why am I spending money I don't really have? I can't help it with Bryce, I just find myself trying to make up for lost time. I feel like I owe him, ya know.

I've been spending so much time at Santana's place just trying to hang out with Bryce as much as I can when I'm not at work or school. Santana is there with us all the time, but for some reason today was different.

Today I have Bryce by myself, like with no help. Santana had to work so it's just me and Bryce today. I almost had a panic attack when I got to her place. It's like when you know you gotta go on stage and you're nervous but your real nerves don't kick in until your literally walking to the podium.

Santana when I got in Santana gave me the run down on a regular Bryce day. So like ya know, not too much sugar, when it's nap time, when it's his bedtime, etc.

"Okay, so you remember everything right?" She ask as she puts on her coat.

"Yeah, I think where good." I say taking deep breaths.

"Okay Britt calm down. You two will be alright. Here take this just in case you forget anything, everything you need to know is up there." She says handing me a paper.

"Oh by the way Bree knows your here, so she'll help you with Bryce if you need anything when she gets here. Also, In case of emergency, here are all the ways that you can contact me, Quinn and Rachel." She says while picking up her purse.

"Okay. But don't forget to call on your Break so you can check on me... I mean Bryce. So you can check on Bryce." I say trying to settle my nerves.

"Britt you will be fine, just relax and do what you and Bryce usually do, then I'll be back before you know it." She says while grabbing her keys off the table.

"Alright, your right. Just do what Bryce and I usually do." I repeat to myself as I pick up a reaching Bryce.

"Okay now I gotta go. I'll see you two later, Te amo Mijo." She says while kissing Bryce on his cheek.

"Later Mami, Te amo." Bryce say to Santana as she walks out the house.

"Okay Bryce, so I guest its just you and me til mami gets back."

"Yaaaaayy" He says with a big smile.

"So what do you want to do?" I ask as I place his feet back on the floor.

"Watch the ninya tutles" He says with enthusiasm.

"Okay let's go watch the Ninja Turtles." I say pointing to his room.

"NINYA TUTLLLEEESSSS" He shouted before sprinting off to his room.

"Okay Britt you got this, do what you and Bryce usually do, do what you usually do, do what you usu-..." You know what forget it. Where gonna have a chill day in the house. Yup that's it. My first time alone with Bryce will not be with us going around the city, nope that's like a 4th or 5th time alone thing. Better safe than sorry.