Not So Little Secrets

Chapter Twenty-Eight: Fuck Your Feelings... Kinda

Santana's POV:

It's been two weeks since I found out that I was pregnant with my second child... I've already come to grips with the fact that Im pregnant.

The only thing that's been keeping me up at night, is the fact that I don't know how Britt will react... The thought of losing her, makes me sick to my stomach.

That's the reason why it's been two weeks and I still haven't told Britt that I'm pregnant.

If Britt doesn't want another kid right now, then that would more than likely be the end of 'Brittana' as we know it.

Don't blame the mash-up name on me... That came from none other then one Rachel Berry-Fabray herself. She loves doing all the cheesy shit, it's like her thing.

"Breakfast is ready." I say as I start making Britt's plate.

Today I've been feeling more confident about telling Britt about the baby...

By starting the day off with a good breakfast, I'm hoping that it will keep her calm.

Because at this point, why beat around the bush... If she's happy about the baby, great. But if she isn't, then so be it.

It's just time to tell her.

When Britt comes into the kitchen, I place her plate down on the table before making my own plate and taking a seat.

Okay, here goes nothing.

"Good morning babe." She says placing a kiss on the side of my head before taking a seat also.

"Hey babe, where are you getting ready to go?" I asked as she bites a pieces of bacon.

"Getting ready to meet up with Mike, why what's up?" She says with food in her mouth.

"Britt, Really?... How many times do I have to tell you and Bryce not to eat with food in your mouth?... And you better not be doing that around him, becasue I don't want him to say 'but mama does it'. So cut it out." I say with a pointed look at her.

"Sorry mami." She says as I glare.

"Yeah and you better not forget it." I say smirking at her.

"Speaking of Bryce... Am I picking him up from Rachel later, or you?" She asked drinking some of her Sunny D.

"You are, but speaking of our son... I need to tell you something."

"What's wrong, is Bryce okay?" She asked worried.

"Yeah,yeah, Bryce is fine. I just need you to listen... Okay, so twoweeksagoIfeltsickandischeduledadoctorsappointmenttoseeifIwaspregnantanditturnsoutthatIam." I rush it all out in one breath hoping brittany understood.

"I have no idea what you just said. So can you please say it again, but this time much slower." She says before continuing to eat her food.

It's no use San, just tell her. Flat out, just say it.

"Britt babe... I'm pregnant." I say as I wait for her reaction.

"You're pregnant?" She asked causing me to nod my head as confirmation.

"OH MY FUCKING GOSH! WE'RE HAVING ANOTHER BABY." She says while grabbing my hand and pulling me up to stand with her.

"Yes we are having baby #2." I say as she pulls me in for a kiss and hugs me tight.

"How far along are you?" She asked as she placed both her hands on my stomach.

"12 weeks, so 3 months." I say as I rub her arms.