Mistake || l.h || >>Editing<<

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Ariel

Calum keeps hold of me and I'm crying in the crook of his neck waiting for Luke to pick us up because neither of us are in the right kind of condition to drive to the hospital.

"He-he-he's gone!" I scream into his neck and continue sobbing. He pets my hair to try and sooth me but it doesn't work, it makes it worse.

"It's okay. we're gonna get there soon Luke is on his way."

"Th-th-this night went f-from a-a-amazing to t-t-total sh-shit."

Calum hugs me tighter and opens the door. "Luke is here."

I see Luke through my blurry vision running to the house and Calum lets go of me. Luke brings me into his hug and the sweet scent of his Cologne goes through my nose and I sneeze.

"Lets go."

Calum and I sit in the back of his car and i lay my head down on Calums lap, not caring about what Luke thinks because I need to calm down.

I feel sick when I get to the hospital.

Out of the four boys Michael is the only one not here.

"I'm gonna call Michael." Luke mumbles and goes outside the waiting room.

From outside of the waiting room I hear Michael's loud voice.

"I'm here! Calum called me while you were in the bathroom. Where is she?"

"She's in there."

"What about her mom?"

"Any second now."

5 seconds later the nurse opens the waiting room while they're still talking.

"You're mom made it through the surgery."

"Thank god." Calum says.

I sit there crying. "Sh-she's alive?"

"Yes."

I get up and run out of the waiting room catching Lukes and Michaels attention.

"Where is she?"

"She's not awake yet."

"I wanna be there when she does awake."

"We don't know when that'll be. She had some serious brain injuries so at the moment shes in a coma." The doctor finishes off saying.

I lean against the wall ad automatticaly fall to the ground crying.

Luke runs towards me.

"What's wrong? Isn't she alive?"

I wail even more. He finally pulls me into one of his hugs and we just stay on the hospital floor hugging, and me crying.

~*~*~*~* 5 days later~*~*~*~*~*~*

I unzip my black dress from the hanger and lay it neatly on my bed. I go into the bathroom and brush out my poofy hair, but its only making it poofier. I put it into a braid and finally put makeup on. After a while i go back into my room, strip down to my underwear and a strapless bra and put the black dress on.

I sigh looking into the mirror and smooth out my dress. I grab my black clutch purse and my black heels and go downstairs.

Waiting for me downstairs is Luke,Ashton,Michael, and Calum.

I don't know why Ashton and Michael are here they don't even know my dad.

The hospital is letting my mom be there for the burial. She woke up yesterday and that's when the doctor had to inform her of what's happened to her husband.

She won't talk to anyone. She won't even talk to me, and it hurts me because I need someone who was close to him. Yeah, I have Luke and Calum but they never really talked to my parents and don't know anything about them. They only talked when my parents were over, and Luke only met them once.

Calum opens the door and one by one we walk out of the house and to Luke's car.

I go to the passenger side and take a seat up front while the boys pile in to the back of the car and Luke in the drivers seat.

*~*~*~15 minutes later*~*~*~*~

After driving about 15 minutes we get to the funeral home. The Ambulance is there with my mom and she's staring at the casket.

Only a few people have gone up and did what you're supposed to do at funerals.

I go and take a seat next to my mom and start talking.

"I need you to talk to me."

She turns to me.

"Not just because of dad dying but I need someone."

She looks down at her lap.

I let out a sigh and get up.

"I know you need someone, that person just isn't me." She says slowly.

I stop in my tracks and process what she just said and then go to walk again.

"What happened?" Luke asks.

"She talked to me. Just a sentance."

"What did she say?"

"She's not the person I need."

"Why would she say that?"

"Maybe because, It's true. Maybe I don't need her. Maybe I don't need anyone but you 4 boys cause no one really cares about me. Michael and Ashton don't even know me and they came here today and came to the hospital." 

 "But still she's your mom."

"My mom doesn't give a shit. I realize that now." My voice gets a little higher.

"I don't think so." 

"She doesn't care anymore." I begin yelling.

"Ariel, shh lower your voice."

"I can't! I can't lower my voice because everything isn't the same anymore. Last week it was perfectly fine. My parents were both alive. And now my mom will barely talk to anyone and my dad is laying in a casket because a stupid car ran into the driver side and killed him!"

The next thing that happens surprises me. Even though it shouldn't. Luke hugs me and kisses the top of my head. "Everything always turns out okay. That's all I can promise you." He whispers into my ear.

I nod my head in his chest and return to my seat in the front row, with the boys in the row behind me.

People go up and say good things about my dad, no one said anything bad. But when we had to go to the cementary thats when I lost it. Mostly because I knew that the last time I was going to see my dad in the flesh was in the casket. I almost didn't go up there because to be honest, dead people scare me. But Luke and Calum went up there with me and it was all okay.

At the cementary I throw dirt on the casket and have a seat.

~*~*~*~*~*~

This chapter is horrible ik ik.