middle school - ferard

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Frank's POV.

Sometimes love can be kinda weird. Like when two people run into each other and just become star crossed lovers. In my case however,  I think I fell in love with my friend I've known for , well, forever. It's kinda funny though cause I realized it out of nowhere! Like, one day in the back of class when we were dicking off and making fun of the teacher, and he looked over and I just mentally was like, damn, I think I like you.  I told myself I wouldnt make it awkward and tell you or anyone though. Even though I told myself that, it doesn't mean I'll keep to it though. I mean, I'm by you everyday, and it's so fucking tempting. I think Brendon may have noticed, cause he was asking about my sexuality and shit. I'm not sure im ready to out myself yet though, cause your the only Male I've felt feelings for. Again though, I might just say screw it and go ahead and tell you my undying love. I'm kinda worried though, cause our school is very small and word gets around. I'm not worried about the students, but the teachers. They get into people's business and would tell my parents or something. Fucking catholic schools.

I went against what I've been telling myself though, and full sent it. It was recess, it was kinda cold, but a nice spring breeze blew threw at the same time. I noticed Gerard (the fella I'm head over... converse for) forgot his coat so I gave him my hoodie, he smiled. My throat went all dry, I knew no matter what I did,ide express my feelings for you. That's what I did, but I didnt necessarily say it. We walked over to this corner on the school yard. It's a bit further than all the other playground equipment. We usually go over there with the other guys and talk crap and do dumb crap. The others were all on the swings playing crossy road though. I figured this would be a good time to tell you how I felt. I breathed in, then pressed my lips to yours. I regretted it right away, I dont know why I didnt just tell you. I guess I'm extra like that.  I pulled away relatively quick though, so I could see your reaction. I expected you to slap me or throw up, something dramatic like that, but you just stared. You're stare just gradually turned into a smile. Next thing I know, you were kissing me again. Middle school is wack ,I guess.

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