October 18, 2019

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Entry #1

Have you ever been somewhere but weren't really there? Have you ever watched a moment, you're supposed to be a part of, pass by? That is my everyday I'll be walking on path filled with happiness and love then.... Boom! I've fallen down a deep, dark hole.

"Hello", "Hello" I'll call out for days, weeks, months. No one can hear me, no one can see me. So I sit. The longer I sit, the deeper the deeper my hole grows. Sometimes the hole gets so deep, I forget about the outside world and I'm pretty certain the outside world forgets about me.

"Hello", "Hello", still no one can hear me. Does anyone ever hear me? Can you hear me?

Today at lunch I sat by myself for the 44th time since school started. The school year started 44 days ago. Mom thinks I'll eventually make some friends, but how can I make friends buried deep, deep down in my hole? Mom also thinks writing in this thing will work as a ladder out of my hole, but looking at what I just wrote; it feels like I just sunk deeper.


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