Keske Moments

The ending didn't happen in real life

Emre: Just go to the hut and start reading. Call me if you need to talk. When you read everything you will probably have questions.

Can: Okay, I will be going then.

Emre pulled him in for a hug.

Good luck brother. Please remember.

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Can went back to his hut and started reading their book. He couldn't get over how impressive her writing was. The way she described everything. She was magic on paper. Their story was beautiful. He couldn't put it down. So he didn't he just keep reading into the early hours of the morning.

Meanwhile, Sanem had decided to take a 2 day trip to Agva. She knew it was time to find herself again. If anything just to distract herself from the constant disappointment she felt trying to help Can get his memories back. She called Leila to come over while she packed for her trip that morning.

Leila: I"m so happy you are doing this. I think it will help bring you some peace.

Sanem: Leila, I don't need peace. I have peace. Knowing he is alive and with his family is enough for me.

Leila: Look I know it is hard to give him up but --

Sanem: I'm not giving him up! I'm giving in. Everytime something went right there was always something that went very wrong after. It shouldn't be this hard. It wasn't supposed to be like this. Look I'm sorry but my heart can only take so much. I don't even know if he read my book.

Leila: Hey, it's all going to be okay. We are just going to have to take it day by day. Baby steps. Right?

Sanem: You're right. Well I'm off then. I will see you in a couple days.

They hugged and Sanem got a taxi and left for Agva.

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It was a few hours later and Can finished the book.

God did he wish he could remember her. He understood now how great their love was. They had taught each other, grew together, and loved wholeheartedly. He felt her heart. He also felt terrible for not trying harder to remember for her. Can thought maybe if they just spent time together to two of them it would make more sense. That all of it would make more sense. How did he learn to love so deeply and forgive others. How did he decide to breakup with Polen after so many years. Emre was right when he said he changed when he met her. He decided to call Emre.

Emre: Alo abi?

Can: Emre I did it.

Emre: Did what?

Can: I read the book.

Emre: All of it?

Can: All of it. Where is she?

Emre: Can, What do you plan to do now? I'm sorry but this girl has suffered enough that if you aren't willing to try I can't let you see her.

Can: Emre, I want to try. I need to try. So much has happened. We were so happy together. I owe to her and myself to get to know her better.

Emre: Can there is something I didn't tell you about the book.

Can: Okay, what is it?

Emre: The ending didn't happen in real life.

Can: What do you mean? We were together in the crash it makes sense that we ended up together.

Emre: I know. Abi you left her and went to the Balkans for a while and then sailed a boat.

Can: Why did I leave her? I don't understand.

Emre: You were engaged. Long story short, you punched a guy and ended up in jail. She made the choice to give her formula for her perfume in exchange for the charges to be dropped.

Can: Oh, so that's what happened. I didn't forgive her?

Emre: You didn't give her a chance. I love you abi but your communication skills are shit at best. I"m not saying this to upset you I'm saying this so you can understand the situation better.

Can: I need to see her.

Emre: What is the plan?

Can: I just want to spend time with her one on one. I promise I won't upset her. I just want to give this a chance.

Emre: If I tell you, you have to promise me that you if she wants you to stay you will stay and if she wants you to leave you will leave. Tamam?

Can: That's an odd way of putting it. But yes, tamam.

Emre: She went to Agva for a couple of days. I will send you the name of the hotel.