Keske Moments

Happy to get us back

Can held onto her tighter breathing in her neck. He was trying to convey all the support, love, and adoration he had for her.

C: I promise you she is out of our lives for good. You will never have to deal with her ever again. Please forgive me for not doing more.

S: Can you did enough. Okay. I'm okay and we are okay.

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Can POV

Holding her now, I still can't get over all that we've been through. Polen, Emre, Huma; she never got a break, yet I've hurt her the most. She is my perfect match in every way. Beautiful, kind, caring, forgiving, she is my everything. And she picked me to love her. My angel and lover. Holding her in my arms is like breathing in fresh air. Meant to be and life giving.

How could I not change being around her? Everything about her is infectious. This energy between us feels like it has no end. Finally I'm starting to get my memories back. I won't let myself disappoint her again. I will protect her and make sure her life is happy and fulfilling.

Sanem: I can tell there is more on your mind. What are you thinking?

Can: How great it feels to breathe again. To feel more than just the mediocre that life can offer. I feel like I'm living in the most beautiful painting feeling such energy being with you. It's hard to describe. I guess I'm thinking how hopeful I can be now. My future feels so bright. I feel so strong because you chose me. I don't think I could want more out of life other than having you with me all the time.

Sanem: Wow. You really took my breath away there. I feel the same. I just know if I start talking about it I will get too emotional.

Can: We have time, my love. A lifetime to feel what we feel for each other and for our love to grow more intensely together. Our hearts will be one. Tamam?

Sanem: Tamam.

Can: I could look at you all day. Your eyes, your lips, your scent,  everything draws me in. I need you with me always. Like an addiction, you are the cure for me. 

Sanem: Caaannn! You make me feel so beautiful. I can't believe you picked me.

Can: I was thinking the same thing. How lucky I am to have been chosen by you. We were always meant to be my love. Always. There is so much more for us in the future. Let's explore more of the resort today. I know our time here is limited so I want to take full advantage of us being alone. 

Sanem: Can we really can stay longer if we want. There isn't really a set time I need to be back by. 

Can: Yes but I want us to enjoy being with each other because we will be busy when we get back with all of the planning. 

Sanem: Planning? Wait I'm confused. 

Can: Sanem, no more putting our lives on hold. I intend of spending my life with you and in order to do that I need to build back my relationship with your parents and get us in a good place. 

Sanem: But Can we are in a good place. I mean we are on the same page. 

Can: Yes, but I want your parents to be on board when I propose to you. I want their full support and I want us to make new memories while also making some poor memories better. My goal is your happiness and I know how much your family means to you. I want them and you to know how much they mean to me and will be a part of our lives. 

Sanem: Thank you Can. (she lowered her head in a shy manner) 

Can: What is it my love? (he was biting his lip searching for her expression of why she was being shy) 

Sanem: I'm just happy to get you back. To get us back. You always give me butterflies.