The Pain Inside

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I don't know how to act.......I love her like none other.......she is the very reason I still have my sanity.....I know she loves me and cares for me.....I'm just full of so much negativity and anger I am scared that one day I will push her away or scare her.......I would do anything and everything to protect her and to keep her safe which is what I am afraid may scare her.....Her smile gives me life, gives me reason to keep going......gives me hope that I don't have to be angry anymore....don't have to be scared anymore.....that I am actually loved for who I am and how I am.........I am not the greatest, best looking, most intelligent individual by any means which is why I fear so much why she loves me let alone cares for me so much.........but I still try and I am here cause of how I feel for her even though I am scared and fearful.

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