The Dark and Wonderful mind of a Emotionally Troubled Soul

My Choice

All I have ever done in life is do what I thought was right.......tried so hard to be myself.....love those closest to me......be there for them the best I can.....hold them close and do whatever I had to in order to protect them.......even if it caused me more pain I protected them.....I've been as honest as possible never hiding anything from them.......but even after all of this that I have done why must those few feel the need to hurt me.......tear me down as badly as they can as they walk away.........after giving them my heart, my mind, and soul just why........I know I did wrong with some of my actions but I know how I felt was right........one does not change how they feel simply because of how it's always been for another.....a simple discussion and compromise is needed to establish peace and understanding of each other on a deeper level in order to allow the bond between two individuals to blossom and grow properly....I hurt deeply now and more than I ever have but I know I was not wrong for how I feel about what has transpired. I love her, more than I have ever loved anyone in my life and did more for her than I have done for anyone ever. Told her things I have never told a soul even those who have known me since we were little lads playing cops and robbers. And she defended her way and just wanted to drop it cause it's always been that way and I just didn't get it. She has made her choice and I too shall make mine