The Confused Sinner

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Sitting here while my mind is a mess, Deep in thought of many possibilities, Fighting off all the dark thoughts of anger and distress. Such a heavy weight rests on my heart and soul as we continue with this story of love and hypocrisy. For the first time in my life I found someone who is my strength and weakness all at the same time because with a simple look of those sweet blue eyes I crumble to my knees. But then when I see tears fall from those same life giving eyes I get filled with a deep burning rage to remove the source without mercy or hesitation. I've never been so confused in my life because those eyes ask to let the past go and try to see the good in those who posses ill-will but all I know how to do is to cut the cord and banish the poison from my system and for her I would gladly be the one who takes all the poison if it meant those lovely blue eyes would never have to ever shed another tear out of anger, out of fear, out of sorrow ever again. She is my strength, she gives me life and hope but she is also my weakness for if anything were to ever to happen to her, if anyone were to cause her to shed a tear I would gladly fall to the dark in order to protect her for she is my world.

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