The Dark and Wonderful mind of a Emotionally Troubled Soul

A Dark and Confusing Road

You still make me happy even after what happened, I was so proud to call you mine and to go around town showing you off to the world not caring what others thought or said, you lit my soul on fire and gave me more of a purpose than I ever had before, I wanted to give you the world on a platter, but you decided to let our world fall apart and shatter into pieces like it was nothing, you chose to get up and walk away from the future we had started to build but now all I can do now is force myself to eat my next meal cause I'm lost without you, I'm hurting without you at my side Brightening my day with that infectious smile, I miss being able to get lost in your eyes as I looked at you when we talked, but now just seems all you once told me to my face was nothing but lies as you talked to him, vented to him, missed him, wanted him as you sat there and tried to keep me in the dark. And now I walk alone down this broken road that we had built with all our future dreams and wants, hating myself and wishing I could get rid of all these horrible thoughts that plague my mind making me wish I could die but instead I push forward even though it doesn't feel remotely doable. I know how I feel is right, I know how I talked and handled the situation was right so that's what I'm gonna keep telling myself in order to help me sleep at night.