Chaos ×× Colby Brock

i love u

Salem

I hold my head in my hands as the sunlight peaks through the fairly large window beside the bed, I had a killer migraine. A familiar muscular arm was draped across my naked waist, tightening so that I couldn't get up. My stomach was slowly starting to turn, throat closing up, and eyes were watering. I weakly untangle myself from the half naked boy and run to the bathroom, throwing on a shirt mid walk.

I let up all the previous alcohol and food that I had consumed, making my head pound more than it already was. The boy I had fell even more for, in the midst of last night's actions, stands beside me rubbing my back, half asleep. My eyes lock onto the small purple bruises that lined his collar bone, a small blush creeping up my next.

what a fucking night.

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Colby was a pure sex appeal across his bedroom, as the moonlight spilled over him, through the window onto his shirtless back. his hair stood up in places making it obvious that he had ran his hands through it one to many times. The atmosphere had changed as he walked closer, keeping his eyes on me.

His knuckles lightly brushed my cheek, making my body tense. It felt like forever since he had touched me, I didn't know I could miss someone like this.

"I missed you, Salem."

His deep voice sends a shiver down my spine, as I lean closer into his hand, "No you didn't."

Cole looks taken back by my comment and pulls his hand away, making my eyes open at the loss of affection, "How could you say that?"

I felt tiny under his drunken, angry, stare and look down at the floor. I don't know why I said that, I wasn't thinking. I completely ruined the mood.

"Nobody misses me."

He gives a sarcastic scoff before grabbing onto my face and pressing our foreheads together. His lips brush mine as he speaks, I hold back a moan.

"I did, I miss you every second of every day. I'm so glad you are here, I fucked up that day."

I cringe at the thought of that day and shake my head, "I dont want to talk about it."

Silence fills the room and I know he's staring down at me, I can feel it. I was to busy enjoying the affection.

"Did I ever tell you all the reasons I like you?"

I stare up at him, making sure I heard him right, "No.. no feelings remember?"

Cole ignores me and licks his lips, "One. You are real as fuck, you don't take bullshit." He places a small kiss on my temple, and I take a deep breath.

is this really happening?

"Two, you know how to make me laugh without trying. You can handle my sense of humor and not get offended. You make me laugh when no one else can.", another kiss on my cheek.

" three baby, you are breathtaking. You take my breath away when you wake up, when you get ready, when you're sick, there's never a time you look bad. You are the baddest of all.", I had to laugh at his LA slang, making him smile.

Colby brushes my hair away from my neck and kisses right under my ear lobe, " four. you get along with all of my friends, everyone accepts you and I find it so attractive. I love that you can hangout with everyone, even without me."

this feels like some Wattpad shit, but I'm not complaining. Girls would kill to be in my place.

he softly bites at my neck, making me moan. more.
I was coming undone in his hands, and i knew it was gonna happen tonight by the way his body pressed into mine. his breathing ragged.

"you can turn me on without doing anything. The way your mind works, the way you talk passionately about everything." , he gets dangerously close to my lips.

" you support all my decisions and tell me when I fuck up. and all though we never made things official, I couldn't help but feel like I lost my other half. You look at me with this certain look, I know I'll never find someone like you. Ever."

His lips brush over mine again and I can't handle it anymore, " Fucking kiss me already."

He pushed my hand away , ignoring me, "you are my drug. I was addicted the moment I saw you. you changed my world, the way I see things, I never wanna imagine life without. Friends or romantically involved, I can't leave you alone."

And then I finally get what I want, he softly pushes his lips to mine, making me melt.

He pulls away and I groan, I just wanted to kiss him.

"Open your eyes, look at me.", my knees weaken at the dominant tone, and I listen to him. He moves his hand from my hair, and gently wraps it around my throat. I study his face, his eyes were heavy hooded, and his lips were slightly parted.

His hand tightens, barely, and I grip his wrist at the slight pressure. I had never felt so... loved, and turned on at once.

"Look me in the eyes."

I lock eyes with his as he gives me a dark stare, "Lastly, you would die for me , the way I would die for you. We have love that nobody will take from us. I love you."

and that's all it took for me to let him have me. bodies tangled in the sheets of his bed for hours upon hours, catching up on what we had missed the last couple of weeks.

he was right, we had formed a love that nobody could come between. sex was a plus for us, we had ignored all of our long, late night conversations. all the spontaneous trips, all the arguments. but sex didn't mean anything now.

i love him.

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