Keep Me Close - Joshler

6

(some more smut uwu)

I felt hands on my waist as I opened my locker and couldn't help but smile. "Guess what?" Josh whispered in my ear, and even though I couldn't see him, I could hear the smile in his voice. "What?" I asked, unloading my books from my bag. "I got a surprise for you." He said, planting a light kiss to my ear. "What is it?" I shut my locker, holding the things I needed for my first few classes and turning to look at him. "You gotta come over after school." He smirked. "Fine." I said, pretending to be serious.

I spent the entire school day anxious, leg bouncing in every class. My friends gave me strange looks all day. Josh held my hand during lunch, not hiding it under the table. That earned us very strange looks from our friends. "When did this start?" Hayley asked what we knew everyone was thinking. Josh and I exchanged looks. "Couple weeks ago." He said, squeezing my hand. 

"About time, " Taylor muttered. Patrick playfully nudged him with his shoulder. I felt my cheeks flush, but I was relieved to know that all of our friends accepted our relationship. In the back of my mind, I couldn't help but wonder if they'd react this way if I were to come out as trans.

Finally, it was the end of the day and we were driving to Josh's house. I was practically bouncing up and down in my seat. I had no clue what it could be. He had a big smile on his face the entire drive home, holding my hand the whole time.

He muttered a quick hello to his mom before rushing up the stairs and closing the bedroom door. "Okay, sit on the bed and close your eyes." He said. I sat and covered my eyes with my hands. "Hands out." He said and I heard shuffling. I did as told, squeezing my eyes shut. I felt fabric in my hands and suddenly I remembered what we did the week before.

I opened my eyes before he told me to. There it was. My first binder. "Surprise!" He whisper shouted, smile bigger than I've ever seen before. I was speechless. I felt tears form in my eyes as I jumped up and hugged him tight. He lifted me up and spun me around a couple times before kissing me. "Try it on!" He exclaimed. I ran into his connected bathroom and shut the door behind me. 

I've never ever been so excited to get undressed before. I struggled to get the binder on at first, but when it was on fully, I felt so good. Looking in the mirror was even better. It was a real binder. Not two bras or an ace bandage. I didn't even put my shirt back on before opening the bathroom door and stepping into Josh's room.

At the sound of the door opening, Josh looked up in my direction and smiled. It didn't even matter that I still had a female body and long hair, I had some confidence for once. "Tyler..." He whispered while walking to me. I met him in the middle with an even bigger smile. He delicately placed his hands on my bare hips where the binder didn't reach to. 

The kiss was hard but meaningful, emotion being exchanged through our lips. "You're so handsome." He muttered before leaning down to leave kisses on my neck. I didn't realize how sensitive my neck was until the soft kisses left me absolutely breathless. My fingers tangled themselves in the nape of his neck, resisting the urge to moan out loud. "T-thank you." I stuttered out.

I couldn't stop myself from moaning out loud when I felt him begin to leave hickies. I felt him smile against my skin. "I don't think you realize how attractive you are." He said as his lips drifted down to my collar bones and his hands drifted down to my hips. "Baby," was all I could get out. His thumbs massaged circles on the skin near my pelvis. 

He moved us so my back was against the wall and he was towering over me. I instinctively jumped and wrapped my legs around him, his hands on my ass.  "So handsome." He whispered against my lips before we started making out again. Even though we had layers of clothes between us, the feeling of him thrusting his hips upwards into mine drove me crazy. 

There was a special intimacy between us as we moaned into each others mouths. "Can I touch you?" He asked, looking me in the eyes with a look of care mixed with slight desperation. I thought about it for a second before nodding slightly. "Through my underwear." I said softly before his lips reattached to my neck. One of his hands traveled to the front of my shorts, the other hand still managing to hold me up.

His teasing fingers danced along the front of my shorts, applying light pressure the further down he went. "Josh don't tease." I muttered while tangling his fingers through his hair. He trailed his fingers back up to my waistband and into my shorts. He did the same teasing motion with his fingers, but this time it was more intense because there was one less layer involved. 

I was so so so turned on, there was no way he couldn't feel it. He lightly put his finger on my hole through my underwear, applying more pressure. "Does it feel good?" He looked at me with a faux innocent expression. I nodded. "I can tell." He said before placing his palm on me, the heel of his hand digging into my clit. "Shit." I whispered, hiding my face into his neck on impulse. I could feel that his heart was beating just as fast as mine.

As his touch got firmer, my hips started moving to meet his hand. I felt myself getting closer and closer, breathing speeding up. "Josh, fuck, I'm close." I whispered in his ear. "Yeah?" He teased back. I nodded in response, starting to kiss his neck.

All of the sudden, he started rubbing me faster. He knew what he was doing. He really wanted to push me over the edge and drive me crazy. I started whimpering into his skin. As he kept rubbing me, he dipped his head into my neck and started leaving harsh marks. Once he started doing that, that was enough to make my body completely unravel. 

My whole body trembled as he worked me through my orgasm. We were both left with heavy breathing moments later and I couldn't help but smile stupidly. He chuckled. "How did you know what you were doing?" I muttered, face still flushed and breathing still shallow. "Lots of videos." He said with a smirk.

"Do you want a new pair of underwear?" He asked. I smiled at that. "Yes, please." I replied. He playfully "threw" me onto the bed before going to his dresser and grabbing a pair of boxers for me. "These good?" He asked holding a pair. I nodded with a big smile. He smiled back, tossing them to me before turning around. "I won't peek." He promised. 

I shyly changed my underwear, feeling better knowing I was wearing men's underwear. I balled up my underwear and placed it in a pocket in my backpack before laying down on his bed. "You can look." I spoke. He turned around, looked at me, and smiled. He crawled on the bed next to me, wrapping his arm around my still bare waist. I was still in only my binder and boxers, but that made it more intimate. 

He kissed my forehead and snuggled me closer. "Did you mean what you said?" I asked. "What do you mean?" He asked, looking down at me. "When you called me handsome." I explained. "Of course." He answered, kissing my head again. "My hair is still long." I muttered. "Do you wanna cut it?" He asked. "Yeah, but I know I should wait until I come out to my family." 

"I understand. You're still my handsome man, Ty." His tone sounded so honest. I almost believed it, just not completely. I looked up at him and puckered my lips, hinting that I wanted a kiss.  He smiled before lightly kissing me. Then we cuddled until I left.

I felt safe with him.