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I loved watching the boys on stage, doing what they love. They've put so much work into this band and they deserve everything they have. Alice and I stood backstage for every show and sung along to every song. Every once and a while, Vic would pull us out on stage and do a number with us or something along those lines.

Vic was honestly the most loving person I've ever met. His hearts so big and he always put everyone's needs before his. I could go on and on about him, I swear.

Alice pulled me away from my thoughts. "You love him."

I instantly shook my head but I truly didn't know. "Loves a strong word you know. You can't just go and throw that word around."

"I know. And I also know you. You look at him and it's like the world disappears for you. In that moment, it's just you and him. I have never seen you so happy and I love it. Happy looks beautiful on you." She smiled.

"I love you." Is all I managed to say.

"Loves a strong word, you can't just go and throw that word around." She said mockingly.

I pouted. "You're the only person I love."

"Aw!" She exclaimed as I giggled. "I love you too, Mel."

I was really sad because this tour was coming to and end. There was only about 5 more shows. We've gone through all of Europe and more than half of America. It's been the most fulfilling time of my life. I've learned so much and met the most amazing people.

It was still Vic's birthday and all the boys went out to a late lunch or early dinner. They didn't want me to get trampled like last time so they left Alice and I in the bus and promised to bring back food for us.

We were right next door to a Wal-Mart so Alice and I took an adventure. We picked out a nice, cozy navy blue comforter and a wooden picnic basket.

I wanted to take Vic on a picnic tonight, since he's a really cheesy boyfriend. It's cute though. I think he'll really enjoy this because it's just as cheesy as he is. I smiled at my thoughts.

"What's his favorite sandwich?" Alice asked.

"Chicken salad. But homemade. We have leftover chicken so we just need mayo and celery. His favorite."

He was a very simplistic person and that was one thing I loved about him.

Wait, love? Did I love Vic? Is that the weird feeling I get whenever I see him or talk to him or kiss him or hug him? Is that love?

"What else?"

"Hmm." I tried thinking about anything else. "Monsters."

"Of course! We can't forget the energy drinks." Alice chuckled.

We also got some cupcakes for dessert. They were vanilla cupcakes with chocolate frosting because again, he's a very simple person.

We checked out and walked back into the tour bus. The boys were still out eating so I had some time to get ready then head out to the park that was nearby. I told Vic to text me when they were walking back to the bus so I also had that as an alarm.

I threw on some leggings and a white Black Veil Brides shirt. I walked out to the kitchen and made the chicken salad that he loved. I made two sandwiches and put them in a bag and then into the basket, along with the monsters and cupcakes. I grabbed the comforter and the basket with all the goodies inside and said goodbye to Alice.

I told Alice to tell Vic, once he got back, to meet me at the park.

I began walking to the park and I recieved a text message.