I'M NOT DEAD! I'm sorry I haven't been posting, there's a lot of family shit and theater shit going on and I haven't had the right mindset to right but as of now, I think I'm pretty good! Im on new meds, I'm pretty close to breaking out of my eating habits, my parents came to an agreement, and we finally have a bit of money so I can d9 my third play ever! Yay!! Okay, on with the chapter! 💛💛
TW, ANGST
"Connor, please? Im tired. Can we please stop for the night?" I begged for the 19th time, earning a laugh from the taller boy.
"Fine, can you look up where the nearest motel is?"
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We shortly arrived at a motel 6 right at the border. I leaned up against Connor because of how feeling tired I was. He just laughed at me. "Do you want md to carry you to our room?"
I just nodded and he but his backpack over his shoulders and picked me up bridal style.
"cONNOR- I squeaked and he just laughed at me.
We got up to our room and he flopped me on the bed and I turned a dark crimson.
I think he noticed and automatically went to tease me by getting on top of me. "What's wrong, Evvy?~"
I squeaked and grabbed a pillow, hiding my face in it. He laughed and I peaked over the pillow to see his face right there.
"Hey~" He whispered.
"H-hi"
He pulled the pillow away and attacks my lips.
I giggled in between kisses and he trailed his hand up my shirt and I got nervous and pushed him away.
"Ev?" He placed a hand on my shoulder when I sat up.
I flinched and hid my face again. "I-im sorry- I w-wish I could- I really do, but-" I sobbed into a pillow.
"Ev- I'm sorry. I shouldn't have ever done that. I didn't mean to make you scared or nervous." Connor preyed the pillow away from my face and wiped the tears away with his thumb.
"Can I hug you?"
I nodded and he pulled me into a hug, rubbing circles into my back and repeatedly say apologies.
I calmed down shortly and he pulled away a gave me a goofy grin. I gigged at him and he just kissed every inch of my face, starting with my nose.
I giggled and he finally finished off with a small peck on my lips.
He smiled at my gigglings and stood up, making me whine and give him grabby hands.
"Relax, I'm just gonna take a showers!" He chuckled and kissed the top of my hand and grabbed a pair of clothes and a towel and disappeared into the bathroom.
I was playing a game on my phone when I heard Connor's phone go off. I knew it was hhis because his ringtone is "smoke weed everyday."
I figured it was his mom checking up on us so I went a looked at the contact and..
It read, Miguel❤🖤❤
Hearts? Who was this guy and why was he my soulmate?
I pressed answer.
"Hey, Connie~ are you coming over like you promised?~"
I grew upset at the tone of his voice and he called him Connie.
"I'm sorry who is this?" I reply and try to sound like I'm not breaking-
"Um, Connor's boyfriend "
I hung up right as Connor finished and I waited angrily for him to get out.
When he did, he came out in a town and brushing his hair. But he stopped him his tracks when he say me, tear stained and holding out his phone.
"So when you gonna tell me about Miguel?" I shuttered at just the name.
His eyes widened and he covered his mouth. "Ev" He chokes out.
"I said, WHEN YOU YOU GONNA TELL ME, CONNOR?" I shouted at him, sobbing at this point.
"Ev, I have no idea what you're talking about"
"IF YOU KEEP SPEWING LIES OUT OF THOSE GOD DAMN LIPS, I SWEAR TO GOD CONNOR, I WILL WALK OUT THAT DOOR"
My sobs made my voice uneven and my knees we're wobbling."Ev, please. Don't leave. Don't fucking leave me." He cried.
I walked out, slamming the door behind me.
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