Clouds -> my first ever phanfic

11 Dan's POV

Dan loves libraries, Dan really does. Libraries hold a special place in his heart, no matter what. Because every book, every page you see around the shelves is a authors dream. A authors hope and fear finally breaking free into a dream come true. Thats why Dan go to libraries when he's nervous, or sad. They are a safe haven full of hope. And hope is one of the most important emotions a human can posses.

Thats why I'm here, lying on the floor next to Phil. Flipping through a book Dan found in Mr. Lester's personal library.

"Oh, look, 50 Shades Of Grey," Phil held the book over Dan's face. Laughing while Dan groaned.

"Please no. I don't need any more torture today," Dan groaned, setting his book to the side and facing Phil.

"Dan, you need to calm down. The ratings come in in a few hours, we just gotta wait," Phil reassured him, grabbing Dan's hand before opening 50 Shades Of Grey.

"Alright lets make a game, first person to find the weirdest sentence in the book wins. I'll go first," Phil flipped through the pages lazily, eyes searching for a weird sentence.

"We should do this on the show," Dan laughed, leaning closer to Phil to see the pages.

Dan barely saw a thing when Phil swooped the book down. Hitting Dan lightly in the face.

"No cheating! We should do this on the show too. I like that idea. Loser has to, uh... tell Lee santa claus isn't real!" Phil almost yelled the last part.

Dan gasped, he has only met Lee today but she was the sweetest girl he'd ever met."Phil are you secretly the devil?" He extragerated making a finger cross.

"Probably, still haven't found the best one yet, but they are pretty good," Phil flipped the pages agin before busting out laughing.

"Oh, oh my god Dan this ones perfect, listen up."I eye Christian's toothbrush. It would be like having him in my mouth. Hm," Phil burst into giggles.

Dan fell into laughter to, curling up into a ball facing Phil while he laughed.

Phil suddenly abrutly cut off his laugh, falling into slience while Dans laugh fully detererated.

"Phil, whats wrong you cant keep yoir nouth shut for two seconds," Dan giggled, poking Phil in the side.

Dan looked up and his breath caught. Phil was giving him a look of total adoration, eyes light and fuzzy with his face set in a small smile. Dan heart jumped in his stomach and he felt soft and warm. Like drinking warm hot choclate after a play in the snow.

"Dan, can I ask you a question, you don't have to answer." Phil said quickly, looking around the room withthe small smile still plastered on his face.

Dan nodded, feelings barely subsiding. As he waited for Phils question.

"Dan, a~are you gay?" Phil asked in a soft voice. Face falling into a poker face quickly while he looked around the room.

Dans mind went into shock, his brain spinning around in circles trying to make sense of what Phil'd asked. Why would Phil ask him that? Was he going to leave Dan the moment he was given an answer? What was Phil trying to do? Force the answer than leave him with Dans biggest secret. But Phil had asked him why would he ask unless~. Dans breath hitched and he stared at Phils face.

Unless he likes you back

Dans stares at Phil for what feels like a hour.

"Its alright, you don't have to answer. It was a stupid question anyw~" Phil begins but Dan cuts him off with a small.

"Yes," Dan whispered, grabbing Phils had to make sure he wouldn't run away from him, from his life.

Its like their drowning in slience for a while before Phils mutters,"I am too."

Dans breath stops and everything quiet unril he finally says something just to break the was of silence.

"Alright."

"Alright," Phil answers back imediatly, michevious smirk on his face.

It takes a while for Dan to get it but when he does he lets out a humongus groan.

"Phillip no. Dont go losing a leg and dying on me," Dan warned, lying on his back again and looking at the ceiling.

"Aw, I wouldn't do that to you my Danny Grace," Phil laughed. Dan fought back the warm feeling spreading over his cheeks and sighed.

"Shut up," he says, bursting into laughter with Phil.

"Boys! Check my computer the reviews are up!" Mr. Lester yelled up the steps.

Dan jumped out of his skin, lying back down with his heart pounding in his chest.

"Thanks dad," Phil yells down the stairs, standing up with a groan.

"C'mon Danny Grace, lets see how we did," Phil offers Dan his hand and Dan lets Phil pull him up.

They walk to the computer, Dan refusing to let go of Phils hand as the sit in two different chairs and Phils logs in.

Phil pulls up the website and checks reviews for the time they were on.

'A huge change of pace for the radio station. Look forward to hearing these boys relatible and well said stories again.'

'I loved hearing the new kids today. Definatly different from the other people working at the station. Will listen again.'

'Phanphanlhanphanphanphanphan is life.'

The last one made Dan laugh, he pointed at it and said, "I always did want to be shipped by people." Phil laughed scrolling through happily.

Dan felt like he was on cloud nine, every little thing made him happy and laugh.

"Hey Dan do you want to spend the night?" Phil asked after they'd scrolled through every comment.

"Sure!" Dan yelped happily, then blushed and looked at the floor.

"Great, I'll tell my mom," Phil got up and thrned just in front of the door."And find a sentence or you lose!"

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I had to look through 50 shades of grey quotes to find this. You cannot complain. Sorry for the weird updates apps being weird.