Star Trek Reader Inserts

Spock

Character: Spock
Relationship: Love interest
Prompt: I made up an idea on the spot, sorry if it's crap.
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This is quite illogical.

You and Spock had been dating for a while now, you would say around 4 months however your partner Spock is much more specific in the length of time, "4 months, 1 week, 3 days and 7.4 hours" he would say. Such a Vulcan. 

But at least he cared, well cared as much as a Vulcan could. You didn't mind his logical ways, sometimes it can be a little upsetting when you just want some lovin' but you knew what you were getting in to, it's one of the reasons you fell in love with him. 

You both have not quite said the words 'I love you' to one another yet, YET. You have confessed your attraction to the male and wish to be in a relationship with, which he responded by saying he too had an illogical attraction and reciprocated the feelings. But that's as far as it went. 

You were finally going to use those special three words over dinner. Spock had offered to cook, as you both haven't been able to spend much time alone due to the different shifts on the enterprise. You always loved Spock's cooking because it wasn't from a replicator, it was recipes he learnt from his mother as he grew up on Vulcan, and you especially loved the Vulcan soup. It had a special Vulcan name but you had no idea how to pronounce it so you just called it Vulcan soup. 

As you approached Spock's quarters your palms began to sweat and you got nervous, what if he didn't feel the same anymore? What if you scare him off by saying the word 'love'? What will happen if he calls it off, what would you do just get up and leave? Beg for him back? You had all these thoughts running through your head as you paced deck three, before you knew it you were knocking on the Vulcans door. You audibly gulped. 
The Vulcan opened the door and greeted you with a nod, his deep brown eyes showing more love then the rest of his features, but you knew none the less that he cared for you. The corners of his lips ghosted into a smile for a brief second but you caught it, smiling widely at him. "Evening Spock, here for dinner as you asked, 18:00 hours on the dot" you smirked, slightly mocking him. He nodded in response, "Well done y/n." He cocked an eyebrow taking in your nervousness, before stepping to one side to let you enter his quarters. 

You always loved Spock's quarters, it had his musk, his smell which you adored. It was near, quite bare but with some nice collectibles he has gotten a hold of over the years of travelling to different planets. As you entered deeper into the Vulcan's quarters, the smell of the food hit you and your mouth suddenly started to water, you hadn't realised how hungry you were until you smelt the food. Spock came up behind you and wrapped his longs arms around you loosely. "Is there something bothering you, y/n?" You sighed contently at the comfort and the affection you were receiving. Your shoulders slouched as the worry started to eat at you again. You shook your head "I'm okay Spock-" You were cut off when Spock span you round in his arms and stared deeply into your eyes "please don't lie to me, T'hy'la" He mumbled, the sadness and anxiousness apparent in his human eyes. You looked at him amazed, heart pounded as you realised he called you his loved. You looked down, you had to tell him now, you chocked on your words as your eyes watered slightly, a stray tear dropping down your cheek. Spock lifted his hand from your back and wiped the tear "this is quite illogical.. why are you upset y/n?" Spock asked, concern clear in his voice. You sighed and looked up at him "I love you Spock, I said it. I love you, so much. And I was scared to say it because I didn't want you to be freaked out and leave me, or change your mind on how you feel about me and I was scared I was going to lose you but I had to tell you and I just-" You said quickly, then locked eyes with the dumbstruck Vulcan. "I just.. love you.." You mumbled and looked away. The silence coming off Spock broke your heart, especially when he removed you from his arms and he stepped away. You were just about ready to bolt though the door when Spock smoothed the hair from your face and put his fingers delicately under your chin, making you look up slightly before he swooped down and planted his lips upon yours. One hand on your lower back pulling you closer to him, the other forming a Vulcan kiss with his middle and index finger linking with yours. You were shocked at first but melted into the kiss. 

You both pulled away for air and he rested his forehead upon yours, looking you in the eyes, Vulcan kiss not budging. He took in a deep sigh. "You must excuse the illogical movements, it is deemed you bring out buried emotions that I cannot contain. T'hy'la, please never think bad of us again, you mean a lot to me and would never leave you.." he sighed, looking down at you, gripping your fingers with his. "I love you so very much, y/n" You couldn't believe it. He said it. He felt the same. You smiled brightly and pulled him in for another human kiss. You both became breathless and pulled apart, red blush creeped up on your cheeks as you noticed the green tinge on his cheeks and the tips of his ears. "Fascinating..." He raised his brow softly, pulling away from you. "Shall we eat now, T'hy'la?" You nodded as your belly growled. "Yes please, Spock." 

The rest of the night consisted of you eating, cuddling while watching classic movies on his PADD and falling asleep together in his bed.