before she died Princess Diana had a daughter named Nadia Jean Marie Veronica Adeline Sophia Elizabeth Aday Rose. She was 10 years old when her father walked into her room and told her the tragic news. She fell into a deep depression. She wanted h...
Today is mums funeral. I always knew I'd go to her funeral but I thought I'd be married with kids by then. Not 12 years old going to St.Anne's predatory school. (I made this up)
I wish she was here to help me prepare. I go tomorrow.
I get up and dressed. I wear a black dress thats stops past my knees. It covers my shoulders with lace.
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I'm curling the ends of my hair when I hear a knock at my door. I put my curling iron down and answer the door. I open the door and its Harry. He smiles at me.
"You look great." He says. I smile. Its been a while since me and his smiled. I let him come in.
"I'm almost done. It takes girls longer than boys to get ready ya know." He chuckles. He sits on my bed while I finish my make up.
"You wear makeup?" He asks a bit shocked. I laugh. He still looks shocked.
"I only wear mascara. Its all granny let's me wear." I tell him. "Princesses , duchesses and baronesses only wear light make up. Lip gloss mascara and eye shadow.". I say with my voice dry.
He laughs. I get my necklace. I Look at it and smile. I turn to Harry and dangle it in front of him.
"Can you put it on me?" I ask. I never have no one touch it but I can tell he misses mom. Even if he doesn't admit it. Maybe his touching this will help him feel her presence once more. Like I do.
He puts it on me and I hug him. He hugs me back. After a while we pull apart. I sigh.
"I'm not looking forward to this." I say looking at my shows. I look up at his blue eyes. They look sad and depressed. "Are you okay?" I ask him. He thinks before he nods.I hug him one last time before we leave.
We walk down stairs and will and Charles are waiting for us. There eyes light up at the sight of me.
"Neddie you look great." Will says kissing my cheek. I smile and hug him. I face dad. We haven't been on the best of terms but we have to be today. For mom. He smiles at me and we walk out.
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We walk out of the church. I'm very surprised I didn't cry.Now we have to walk behind our mothers coffin. I really don't want to. I stand in the middle for a reason. Granny said so.
We begin to walk and no one said nothing. The crowd was quiet. All we heard was the sound of the horse hooves.
We walk and I realize that my mums in that coffin. I begin to tear up. Ugh why did I wear makeup. I let out a sob. I feel someone touch shoulders. I look and its Harry. He has his arm over my shoulders. He pulls me into a hug. I bite my lip so I don't cry loud. We finally end up at a place where we can stop walking.
Harry puts a letter on the casket marked Mummy. A tear drops. I put a picture of us two next to his.
It was of me on my first birthday. I was one and my mom said I've never smiled that much in my life on that day.
