Figuring things out

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P.O.V of Gray

.........What? Confusion had broken out through out the guild, some were murmus of suspicion. I looked at Teru warily, trying to put words and feelings, besides confusion, together. She was just standing in the middle of the crowd, refusing to make eye contact with me. Is this why she didn't remember the time we talked before she collapsed? But wait- I met her even before that! From what time did she not have memories......? I started to get lost in my thoughts. New questions popped up, all of it just leading me to be more confused. But another feeling was also rising up. I couldn't put my finger on it; it was more of an urge. I wanted to listen to her, get to know her, and help her. Suddenly a voice sounded, knocking me from my thoughts. I looked up. "SILENCE!!!" Erza yelled from the outer part of the crowd. Immediatly everyone shut up. Uh-oh...... I turned to face Erza hastily worrying what she was planning to say to Teru, being brutal was just a part of Erza and at times just caused more problems. She stepped foward, causing everyone to form a path for her. She walked down it cooly, and icy look about her. "Teru." She stated, looking the girl in the eye, Teru returning it evenly. "Explain something to me," Then Erza paused, as a serious look crossed her face.

P.O.V. of Teru

I looked the armored mage back in the eye, mentaly sising her up. "Alright." I replied, trying to sound like I wasn't as confused as everyone in the guild. "Do you remember your first time in the guild?" She asked. I thought back to the memory. Ah, she must mean when a table was thrown at me. Then...... My thoughts trailed off. I had realized something that didn't match up. I started to get angry. I stated in my mind, trying to list out each event. After that I......"felt" my eyes go gold?? I thought even harder to try to describe this, to get closer to maybe solving one of my many problems. No, when my eyes had gone gold, a certian feeling of changing came up, sorta like a sinking feeling, as if my counciouss was being pulled back. Then, something else, as if not even a part of me took over and it wasn't even me talking or moving......... but what I 'heard' 'myself' say was kinda hazy. I concluded in my mind. This was hard, but I remember for sure that it wasn't 'me' talking and when I came back everyone started talking about how Levy......cast a spell one me? "Yes I remeber........." I said hastily, guessing she was totaly thinking about the same incident. "......And your eyes turned gold. Just like the fight with Natsu." Erza stated. "Wait a sec I didn't fi-" Wait. Maybe that also wasn't ' me'! And I'm sure Erza's started to match tgings up to. Fuck! I need my memories-- just what am I?! "Ah!" A little shout sounded. We all turned to Lucy, though my eyes skipped Gray. Somehow I'm too embarrased to look at him right now. "I see......! Your saying like a split personality!! Like Teru mentioned that time!" Lucy shouted. "Just like a novel......" she added mumbling excitedly. Blondes. Everyone paused. Then voices of agreement, "Really?" and "Yeah that's it!" from the crowd of guild members. "Right?" Erza turned to me. I jumped a bit startled from the sudden question. "Ah, uh......" I stuttered, not even knowing the answer myself. "Ah that's right, sorry." She said reffering to my memories, then patted my head and smiled, "Don't worry, we'll help." I looked up at the mage, my eyes widening like a childs. Erza was a really nice person after all? I stood there flustered at the kindness as Erza walked away. I looked up as my eyes searched the room for Gray. Ironicly, he was talking eith Erza, damn did she move quick. Then Gray turned away from her and scratched the side of his head. He was blushing. I watched him, as he caught my eye and made a move towards me. I turned and ran. So he liked her huh? ......Not that I cared. I made my way through the guilds crowds. Tears were threatening my eyes, but I had no clue why.

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