chapter 36

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A better life

Chapter 36

Riker POV

As I look down

I start sobbing crying even harder

WHY?!?!

WHY WHY HER???

WHAT HAS SHE NEVER DONE WRONG?

WHY?

Why did she have to go?

 Why did I lose her?

I should have been a better father to her

Helped her

But I didn’t

Now SHES DEAD

I calm down a bit

I look down 

I place my hand on hers

Cold

More tears spill down my eyes as Ross walks me to my seat

Only if I had been there that night

“Everyone please take their sees as we begin” the vicar says

Its time

Ross puts his face on my shoulder and gives me a weak smile

I look at him trying to give him a smile but I fault and just cry harder

“We are going to start now” the vicar says getting everyone’s attention

“Today we are here to celebrate the life of Emma Star Lynch, she was a wonderfully lively sporty person.  She was a lovely girl who had a great life she was so caring and always helped other people in need, she was a great singer, dancer but most importantly the best sister. Until we meet again rest in peace”

By this time was sobbing with my head in my hands

 “Would anyone like to say anything?”

I slowly raise my hand

Mum smiles at me through her tears

Once I get to the front

I take a deep breath and start

“Emma Star Lynch, Emma was the best thing that has ever happened to me, I remember the day I first saw her for the first time at the adoption day,  that day changed my life I got her at 6 years old I wish I got her when she was a baby but I’m happy with the time I got to spend her I wish it was longer but I’m happy with the 11 years I got with my baby girl, Emma I will never forget you, you might not be by my side by you will forever be in my heart until we met again rest in peace I love you so much Emma”

By the end of my speak I’m sobbing

And everyone else in the room is crying

I can’t believe she’s gone

She’s really gone

My baby girl is not coming back

My daughter is not coming back

I can’t believe I let her fall through my fingers like that

Now Emma is dead

My baby girl is dead

I wish I was a better father to her…….

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such a sad chapter 

i cried crying this...

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this is NOT  the end of the book!!

-Sophie x

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