A better life
Chapter 38
Emma POV
My eyes open to the bright blinding lights
I turn my head to the left
A heart thing
Right so I'm in a hospital room
Why?
Then it all comes back to me
Me trying to kill myself
And actually done it
If you’re confused at this point I chose to live
I might have a shit life but I can't let my family go through it as well
My family?
Dad?
Where is my daddy?
I need him
Hug him
OK I know right now. I sound like a little kid here but after I saw what his life was going to be like I just wanna hug him…
I turn my head to the right
And see…
Reece
My X boyfriend
The boy who I came all my trust to
All my love
Then he broke that by cheating on me with the girl who bullied me
Wait why he is in hospital?!
I look closer at him
And see his arms are in white
He has a breathing mask on
Oh my god
He tried doing suicide
A tear falls down my cheek
He might have cheated on me but I still care about him
I still love him with all my heart
I forever will
Another tear splits down my face
I look away from him
And look down at my arms
There is no covering on them
But lines and lines
Those lines are scars
Flash back ------
I was with Reece on the beach
He was of surfing and I was sun bathing
“Mummy why is that girls arms stripy?”
I look to the left to where the voice was coming from
It was a little girl no older than 6 who was pointing a me
The mother of the child looked at me
Then looked down at her child and said “don’t worry baby I will tell you later”
---End of flash back----
I remember that day
I need to change this
I need to stop cutting
I need to stop self-harming
I need to get over depressed
I am fed up of this
This is the end
I am going to get better
Not just for me but for my family
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Hey guys I am so sorry I have not updated in 3 weeks but I am going through a hard time at the moment, with school exams course works family problems so updates are going to be slower but the book is not going on hold
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-Sophie X
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A better life (R5 fan fiction)
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