It's fine, I forgive you... // Bakudeku angst // (DISCONTINUED)

4. Cleaning's done

Broccoli boi's pov:

I wasn't expecting Kacchan to just leave, but hoped so for my own safety and it apparently worked! He probably just gave up on this pointless conversation after all... But thats fine, because I get to be alone and safe until everything's fixed and hidden.

I picked up evey broken piece of the mirror and placed them on the bin, to throw it out later along with the rest of bags.

I then grabbed the scissors and sat down on the floor. Should I keep on going what kacchan interrupted? I hesitated for a moment, but then the voices just enouraged me that "should is a must". So, I just pulled down my pyjama's pants a little. Enough to uncover my thights and started "scratching" again. I let all my anger and pain go as the strength I drew the blade agross my skin with, making quick but deep "scratches". Some were deep enough to bleed a little, not a big deal. Some just left a beautiful and clean mark that in som hours will be much more gorgeous and thin.

I didnt know how many scratches did I make, not like I cared anyways, but they looked like a cat made a mess in my leg. Heh, nice attempt of an excuse.

I got up, fixed my pyjamas and hid the scissors in my sleeve, just in case kacchan is near there and sees me come out with them.

When the situation was all under my control, I was ready to leave, and did it. I opened the door and walked out, holding the scissors inside my sleeve as if nothing happened.

This whole situation made me very nervous at first. I kept thinking what if someone found out? I shouldn't be doing this, it's bad!... But, the voices made it easier to realise I want to do this and no one will stop me, not like anyone would care enough to find out anyways...

I hid those scissors carefully, didnt wanna risk any awkward questions. I put hem inside one of my bag's pockets and closed it.

This is going to be my little secret now, better keep it safe. Right?

After that, I left my bag under the bed and walked out into the common room. I didnt agree on anything with kacchan, but I supposed he'd be cleaning the rooms separatelly while I cleaned the common room and the corridors, we'll talk about the rest later and divide then work.

So, I took the broom and started sweeping the common room.

[Meanwhile...~]

Kaboom tsundere's Pov:

Taking everyone's trash out is kinda gross, but I accept the consequences my own actions. This time it was all my fault we both got grounded so... Couldn't really scape it.

Anyways, I also had to clean their rooms a bit, just if there was shit everywhere over the place tho, not my fault if pikabitch leaves his stuff around. Didnt step in Mineta's room tho, I didnt wanna find out ... Things.

<time skip until they both finish cleaning like levi and meet at the common room for a short break>

Back to broccoli's pov:

Once I was done with my part, I looked around to meet kacchan and ask him what to do next. I saw him drinking water in the common room and walked up to him. "hi kacchan- uhm... Is there anything more to do? I did the corridors and the common room....." I asked shyly while approaching him. Even when drinking he was a bit intimidating.
He looked at me from the corner of his eye, then he lowered the bottle and covered it, leaving it in the nearest surface. "I already did the rooms so, no. We are done." He then sat on the couch, holding his phone to check the time. "1:30pm..." he mumbled. "There's still time until school ends. Imma go eat something out..." he paused for a while and looked away. "...You coming?"

I was shocked! He not only didn't show disgust at my mere presence but... Interest? Why would he want to be near someone like me? He more than anyone knows how useless and stupid I am . . .

But what I thought didnt matter, did it? I knew what would happen if I even denied, I didn't want to make him mad. He seemed calm for once.

"I--- U-Uhm-- Sure! Where di-did you plan to go?" I was so shooked and offguard I couldn't help but let stuttery take over my words, which as I spoke, I knew it would make kacchan mad. But... It didn't? That only made me more confused!!!! Why was he acting so... Out of the usual? I couldn't figure out.

"I was thinking about just getting someting from McDonald's. Dont really wanna waste my money" He replied, looking back at me. He had a expression of confusion I couldn't really understand. It was like a mixture between embarrasment and disgust? I wasn't sure at all.

I just nodded and said a quiet "Ok" After smiling softly at him. I had no clue why did this make me happy. I'm guessing it was because it reminded me of old times, when Kacchan and I were friends... I didnt believe it was going to stay like this for long tho. Kacchan being nice with me? Or, trying to? Pff, now that's a good joke.

"Well then, go get your shit, we're leaving" he got up from the couch "see you outside, dont take long" and with that, he left the room and walked to his dorm. I suppose he got the money and a jacket before going down and waiting for me outside. This didn't surprise me, he wasn't a pretty patient person.

I walked up to my room too, grabbed my wallet, a jacket and... I saw a small box cutter in the room. I forgot I brought it to open the boxes of Allmight merchandise when we got installed in the doorms. My mind started razing at that moment, lots of thoughts came to mind in just a few seconds. But most among all I thought "take it or not?" and I couldn't decide. I didn't want kacchan to find out and tell everyone, using this to bully me somehow. But on the other hand... The scissors were too big to just carry them in a pocket, while this was the size of a pen. In addition, all the relieve this would provide was so tempting.

I decided I would take it too and hide it inside my jacket's pocket, just in case I... Need it at some point.

With everything I needed with me, I sprinted down the halls and finally arrived outside where Kacchan was waiting. I could tell how impatient he was just by looking at him. He was tapping his foot on the floor repeatedly and checking the time every 2 seconds. That appeared a bit cute from my point of view, but I ignored it.

"Hi Kacchan! So sorry to keep you waiting-- shall we leave now?" I said as I walked to him, smiling wide. He just turned around to look at me and nodded.

Then, we both walked together to the nearest McDonald's. Making small talk from time to time, but we stayed silent most of the way. Not an awkward silence but one of just enjoying eachother's company without needing words to complement it. I felt pretty comfortable all the way, and it surprises me it was thanks to Kacchan.

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WELL SOOO.... OVER 1200 WORDS!!! XDD longest chapter yet! Hehe! I so hope you enjoy it ^^ I'm sorry if Izuku's cutting addiction is scalating pretty quick, but I prefer that to just going straight to the point, the process is important too!!!

I hope to update the next part soon tho, I really enjoy writing this x3

See you in next chapter!!

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Updated: 29 of July, 2019