And there's no remedy for memory your face
Is like a melody, it won't leave my head
Your soul is hunting me and telling me
That everything is fine
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting
( note - lyrics of dark paradise by and del Rey, I recommend this song )
Chanyeol pov
I woke when I felt warm Sunrays on my face, I moved a little and felt some weight on my chest, I knew it was my love, love of my life. I moved a little and I was seeing a living masterpiece there, his eyes were closed, his hairs covered his forehead, his lips were parted. He snuggled in my chest and I could not find any better way to start my day. I was just looking at him when he suddenly started moving and opened his crescent eyes, he looked at me while interpreting the situation when he realised what happened last night, he moved a little away and was looking everywhere but not at me. I moved close to him and placed my fingers on his chin and lifted his face, his face was completely red. Isnt it so cute. What did I do to have him in my life?
" Good morning love," I said and leaned close to him to give him a morning kiss.
" Good morning channie," he said with a small and shy smile.
" Are you okay, does it hurt? " I said
"No " he replied while turning red like a tomato.
" You rest a little more and I will get ready and prepare breakfast for us "
I said.
He nodded with a smile and closed his eyes and just after few seconds I could hear sallow breathing and little snores, I could just smile at his cuteness.
I did my morning routine, changed into some comfy clothes and I placed a kiss on his forehead and left for the kitchen. I prepared pancakes with some strawberry syrup and some milk for him and orange juice for my own self. I was really proud of the outcome.
I went upstairs and he was still sleeping like sleeping beauty, that view was breathtaking for sure, for me it could be a reason for heart attack. I moved closer to him and gave him one of my white t-shirts, I moved him a little and he woke up. I gave him my white shirt, that was just reaching his mid-thighs and It was too sexy, I used all my self-control to hold my self from pinning him on the bed again.
After a shower, he came out with a towel around his waist, he white milky skin was shinning with the hickey that I left on him, I could see my masterwork on him and I was really proud, I didn't realise how long I have been staring at him.
He was turning red again and I realised he has been asking me for some clothes, I suddenly stood up and went to my old wardrobe and handed him a white oversized shirt of mine, for him it was like a dress, the shirt was really big on him, his smooth collar bones and shoulder were showing, and for me it was like a torture. I gave him one of my shorts that were just reading his knees.
After getting ready we both went downstairs to the dining room. I placed my work in front of him and he was showing me his brightest smile.
" I love pancakes channie and with strawberry syrup it just like heaven," he said while smiling at me like a kid who got his favourite toy.
"Enjoy it, love, " I said
He nodded and had his first bite, I could say he eyes could have come out if stretched them a little more.
" Channie omg
Omg, these are the best pancakes I ever had,
they are
just the way I like, he said.
"How do you know that I like really sweet pancakes," he said
"You can say I was a stacker for you, and I know a lot more than this, your favourite writer is Paulo Coelho, the favourite country is Japan and you like summers and many more.
I said and suddenly his mood was gloomy and sad.
" what happened my love," I asked. I was quite shocked,
Did I said something wrong?
Is he scared?
Omg I should have kept it
As a secret.
I'm such a fool.
What was I thinking, I was cursing myself.
"No yeoliee, it's just that I don't know anything about you like what you like, your favourite colour, we have been married for 5 months and then also, I'm not a good husband chanyeol, I feel so bad, I want to know you more, every little detail about you " he said with water in his eyes.
"Love, it doesn't matter we just meet 5 months ago and after our wedding, I was always busy we didn't spend much time together, and who says you don't know anything, you always prepare Korean meals for me cause you now only they male me feel full, you always make sure about my health and you always make sure my clothes are ready, I eat properly, I don't want anything I just want you baekhyun," I said.He nodded with a small smile but he was still sad.
"No strawberry syrup for a sad baby," I said and he directly looked at me and was trying his best to give me the best smile and I chuckled.
" I will be happy just give me some more syrup, " he said with a little pout.
Omg, I will have a heart attack one day, his cuteness will kill me.
"Chanyeol"
" yes love "
" can we go out for a walk, you have a really large garden, I want to see it "
" okay after breakfast let's go for a walk "
" Okay," he said with a huge smile on his face.
Now life seems worth living,
Heaven is a place on earth with him,
He's the one who makes me shine like a diamond
And I will love forever and ever
- chanyeol
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