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Have you ever felt alone and lonely even when you are surrounded by people who call themselves as your family, rather than making you feel wanted
- they always made sure to put you down, to make sure you feel worthless, unwanted and usele...
What if the pain was caused by someone you always wanted in your life,
I one who you wanted to be yours and you were ready to anything for them.
Flashback
The sound of a strong slap was echoing in the hall, the person who received it was silent, I person who slaped him was smiling and everyone around him was enjoying.
He didn't cry or tried to explain himself, he knew there was no use of it. He gave up already, he left all the pain behind, he locked his all emotions in the deepest place of his heart.
18-year-old baekhyun,
On his birthday was the one to receive that slap, "standing for his own one and only happiness gave him the reward of the slap on his face, he was not loved, was not considered as a family member, he was invisible, but now that he wanted to be the protagonist of his life, he was again pulled back and thrown onto the bed of throne, throne that have killed him already and don't hurt him anymore".
" maybe I " was all in his mind right now.
" deserve it " was all he thinking off.
Laughing sounds were echoing in his ears, but he didn't feel bad or embarrassed, it was not something new for him.
He was 18 when he wanted to pursue fine arts, cause that was the only thing left that gave him happiness, but now that was also being taken away from him.
But he didn't gave up on it, even when everyone around him did ages ago.
Will he find his bed of roses once, just for once
Present
Beakhyun was thinking about the time when he was 18, when he only wanted to feel the life as a bed of roses for just once but now he can't believe that he was feeling it, it was in the form of love his beloved husband chanyeol was giving him.
He always gets away from reality when he thinks of chanyeol, the man who came into his life like a rainbow after a strong storm that he felt will never stop but it did and the rainbow changed his view forever.
He wanted to give everything to chanyeol, he can die for him with a huge smile, he can also be happy if he will leave him like what his beloved mother has told baekhyun, but he was also fine with it......
Cause chanyeol made his one and only happiness come true.He know he don't deserve chanyeol but he will try his best to have a really happy time with until he will be asked to leave.
" mind aren't you amazing, you are still playing those games to trick me but I will agree with everything but the love chanyeol has for me will stay forever, and I will not listen to you if you say anything against him" baekhyun spoke to himself.
It's again the fine evening , the sun was setting and baekhyun was waiting for his husband, no matter what he can't get enough of his husband.
" How was your day", he asked hisbeloved husband while giving him a kiss.
"It's nice now "Mr. Giant said with a cheeky smile.
They are alone at home, as kyungsoo and Kai have left for Japan, now it's just both of them enjoying each others company at their home, together.
"Chanyeol what you like about me," he asked out of nowhere, where they were cuddling in their balcony with a blanket around both of them.
"Love why are you asking me this again, you already know I love everything about you, from your soul to your personality to everything, I don't like you cause I have loved you always and forever," he said.
" maybe I.............. Not maybe .... .... I don't deserve you, I was never the right one for you but now I have fallen deep for you and I will be selfish for you,
But if you realise that I am not capable of you...
Please inform me before anyone..." he said.
With tears in his eyes, that were filled with his insecurities, his bad experience, lack of confidence... with no confidence actual, but also with the fear of losing the only one who loved him.
"..... I will be happy for you " he said with tears rolling down his cheeks.
Sometimes people don't even think about the things they are doing to someone else,
He was broken, broken into pieces every day but still, even now or then those nightmares make him more insecure.
Chanyeol hugged him, he knew he was still vulnerable although he was now much better than the day they took vows to love and protect each other. He hugged him tightly,He wanted to answer him and he answered him with a hug, not a hug, but a loving embrace to make his only one,realise that he was his world and he will be nothing without him
Baekhyun felt safe, he felt strong in his embrace, brave enough to stop his mind from playing with him with those old trick. He knew chanyeol's love is deeper than those bad memories.
Staying silent in each other's embrace,
Where one is the strength for the fragile one,
And the fragile one in the world for the strong one.
Where both worlds come together to make one for both of them.
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The whole universe wants both of them to be happy, even their fate want them to be happy but the last thorn is not ready to give up that easy, She is no one other than his beloved mother.
