Poetic

Reveal

What is happening?
This heart feels very heavy
The tears isn't helping
My feeling becomes as wavy

Oh dear God
I didn't asked for this
I asked only so that i could nod
Now i wanted to freeze

So that i could cry as hard as i could
So that i could just stop rowing
that endless water
For at least a very brief moment

My eyes are wet
My throat is stiff
My chest is in dread
God please help me live

Restless is now my companion
But knowing that God is there...
Someday, i shall reveal the things which is hidden
The feeling which i couldn't share...

With anyone but my eyes
But my God
But myself

Maybe, someday...
Just... Maybe...