Poetic

Antidote

To you, my Antidote and Reliever
You are about to leave me in this crossroad
You were my ecstasy then
Now, you are my suffering

Were once my guidance and burning hearth
Now you smashed it all onto the ground
You are the golden thread
That stitched up my wounded heart

My aches healed
were all by you
But now the Antidote is fading
That wounds are opened larger than ever

My world is not enough for you
Your arrival was a true healing
You pulled me up from my ocean of tears
You made the river dry

But now, here it comes...
My saviour becomes my torturer
My remedy becomes my enemy
I drowned myself again and again

Just let me sleep, friend
So that I could forget
For when the time comes
My world will be over

You may go then,
And i... i will be ready.