Unplanned Love

Mom

Jens POV

Be my goddess...

The way he sounded.. so comforting and sincere.

Everything he said, plus the restaraint he showed when he was giving me oral was amazing.

I mean lets be real. He's a man and a mans driving force is sexual need, but he was sweet, gentle and focused on me.

I've never felt so safe and loved.

After hearing his little speech it gave me the stregnth to do what needed to be done.

I sighed deeply and picked up my phone, hands shaking and pulled up Robs number. 

'I can't take the abuse anymore, we're finished. I will never forgive you for the scars you've left with me', I typed and sent it to him. 

I looked at Harry.

'Please understand that i'm deeply scared mentally and emotionally by him. I need your patience and understanding. Harry.. I want to feel like a woman should. I want to feel loved, beautiful and important to someone. And just as much as that I want someone that will let me love them back without being controlling and short tempered because at this point, I don't want it to happen but If you yell at me and be mean, i'm 99.99% sure I will have a mental breakdown & a panic attack that I won't be able to control. I am nurturing, loving and a bit clingy by nature so please don't stop me', I said.

He caressed my cheeks and kissed me.

'I ment everything I said. I love you Jennifer. Through thick and thin, i'm your man and you are my amazing woman', he said.

I drifted to sleep in his arms, my body pressed against his warm, bare chest where I could hear his heartbeating.

I've never felt so safe in my whole life.

The next day...

I woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs around 10am.

Awww, he let me sleep late.

I got up and brushed through my messy curls, using my fingers and put my hair up in a messy ponytail and retied my robe.

Still sleepy, I went downstairs and wrapped my arms around Harry while he cooked.

'Good morning sleepy girl', he said and kissed my head.

I closed my eyes, enjoying the feel of his perfect, soft lips against my forehead.

Everything he does is so soft and tender and I adore him for it.

I went to the coffee pot that just finished brewing and poured us both a mug while he put the food on our plates and put the pans in the dishwasher.

I walked up and set his coffee by him and he held up a piece of bacon.

I smiled and grabbed his hand and moved it to my mouth, taking a bite.

'Don't be a bacon tease', I laughed.

He smiled and kissed my cheek.

After we finished, we were both upstairs getting dressed.

'Jen'?

'Yeah Harry'?

'Can I take you to meet my mom today'?

That threw me off..

'Wait, let me explain about her first and i'm sorry I never told you, I just don't tell anyone really', he said, sitting on the bed.

I sat next to him.

'My dad died in an accident about 20 years ago now. Mom has stage lll terminal Leukemia. Shes been living in the hospital for the last year because she is to hard to care for and she just needs to be there. She can talk and everything, she can be slow sometimes though. I haven't visited her enough, mainly because Jill hated her and was jealous. Mom didn't like Jill either. Would you be willing to meet her or do you want to stay home while I go'?